*Peace be Upon You*



Dear Readers,


Oh yeah!! I know that it's been awhile again since my last post! Thanks to some friends whom has constantly reminded me to update my blog or if not just remove it away! hahahah! *frens you know who you are*

Wats been happening lately? Too MUCH to talk about yet to handle?!

My emotion turmoils begun again and again! Just when I thought it has vanished into thin air, it wasn't merely eluded! And i can never say enuff of "thank yous" to my Gorg and my dearest fren Eqah for constantly giving me thier words of wisdom, encouragement for me to move on and not forgetting those trashing more often! Especially Eqah! *Bluekk* Hahahahaha~

*a lil bit about Eqah here;*

Well, I know this lady back since 1999, a very hard headed gal to handle by many men (even ladies!) i should say!! She's no ordinary easy piece of meat to handle mind you! hahahahaha... Very well known for her stuborness and her deadly bluntness! But since age is catching up on US (read: US ok!), and with every lesson learnt as we walk thru this path called LIFE, she's out grown & out shine to be a wiser lady and more demure lately (ehem²!).. And I'm just happy that she's settling down soon too! Congrats babe!!! So babe, pray for me that you'll hear similar news from me soon huh!! Anw, there's ups and downs in our friendship, but i guess god is just fair when it comes to trust and true friendship! We mite not talk on the phone for hours (read: better not, if we do, its non stop eh! ahaha) or we might not even meet up that frequent, but i know she's always there for me and like wat they always say, she's just a phone call away! I love you la babe! Btw, the meet up with you that day at your crib was super SHORT ok! I wish I could stay longer but no choice, gotta werk the next day! And heck yeah, that dude was a weirdo but nice chap afterall huh?! Has he overcome his depression??! HEHEHEHE!!

P.S: Ohh yeahhh!! Let's meet up soon ok!! Exchanging gifts session as suggested by Nani.. Heheheh! Thank you for your thoughtfulness in doing up your wish list! If not pening ok kepala aku!!Hahaha~

Next on track, a big thank you to Gorg for also listening to my 'sorrows'! HAHHAHAAHAHAH!
Well babe, you know what, I guess I just have to let time to lead me the way. And i shall constantly have you and eqah and some others around me to keep me sane and grounded yeah! Fyi people, like Eqah who's just a phone call away, she's just a doorstep away from me! ahahah! I'm blessed to have her as my besties and I love her like my capillaries! I so can't wait for the 'retreat' session and the family affairs thats definately gonna happen! Let's get those eyes rollin' coz we're gonna have a rollin' gud time aitte!

To the rest of my true-blue FRIENDS, BUDDIES & Acquaintances;
P.S: I LOVE YOU TOO! :)



Well something just pops up in my head lately. Well we've seen so much dramas in our lives and definately this includes with your pals and buddies right? Have you heard of the terms "seasonal friends"??! I'M DISTINCTLY SURE YOU DO!! *lol*

Right people, since it's my blog and I write what I want and how I want it to sound like so I dun need your comments at all on this! Pls! Shhhooooosssshhhh.... *Go away you pest!* Just a penny for your thoughts as i'm now in deep thoughts too... :)

ISSUES:

- One that calls themselves a "FRIEND" but goes about with lots of Hyprocricies amongst the group of friends they had? What do we call them?

- One that often say they are part of us but to the actual fact they are just lingering around us, what do we name them?

- One that often gets affected over trival matters but shut the F up over huge matter just to save their sore face, what do we call them?

- One that always thinks they are right and never admits that we humans are imperfect, what do we call them?

- One that takes us for a ride but tells us they LOVE us, what do we call and do to them?

- One that wants to be 'accepted' by a different groups/clans of friends, yet they don't even know how to behave themselves, what should call them?

- One that can never see other friends excel and fly high in their lifes, knowing their own capabilities are no where to be compared to the rest, what do we call them?

- One that pretend and I mean constantly pretending that they are a worthy friend to be kept and invested but at the end of the day, with god's will, it proves that they are vice versa, what do we call them?

... And there are many more breeds of friends that are available in this earth but I just can't type it down! So let's just ponder on this....

Here's to some 'friends' that I felt sorry for:-



Firstly, excuse moi blunt-ness that may cause you blunder here, being an average gal with lots of incapabilities in me, I felt that I still deserve the right to choose my friend. As much as I don't pray for your mishaps, I hope that with the blessings from the man above, i'm sure he'll show and lead you to the correct path and the true friends that you've had! As age is catching up on me (read: i'm speaking for MY OWN self here! NOT on behalf of anyone elses~), I'm just contented with the number of TRUE FRIENDS I've had till today. I'm grateful to have been BLESSED with a BEST FRIEND, A GOOD OL' FRIENDS, A CHILDHOOD FRIENDS, A SCHOOLMATES THAT I'M PROUD TO CALL FRIENDS, A FAMILY THAT CAN BE A FRIEND AND A FRIEND THAT I CAN COUNT ON THRU MY HAPPINESS AND SORROW! To have or not to have YOU few individuals around me make no diff, seriously! Thou there be many a times when a sudden miss is felt, I guess the best I could offer is a prayers to you individuals. Save your energy to something better and focus on what's more that's happening in your lives right now. I'm sure you do have errands to run, responsibilities to uphold and work to be completed right? Rather than playing your cards well just to fit into other's itinerary! For all you know they too BITCH about you. Oh btw, did I ever mention to you individuals that I'm A BIG ENORMOUS INDIVIDUAL WITH LOTS OF ODDS AND CHARISMA? AND I'M RESPONSIBLE FOR MY OWN ACTIONS?! I bet i did! So I dun need your two cents worth of thoughts or advise, save it! I'm proud coz i'm being loved for being who I am... And I dun even felt a single a-miss for not fitting into your itinerary coz I've got too many to keep up with. Sorry!
Fyi, 'he' is just a friend for now, so please rest assure and have faith that I have beautiful souls around me to keep me grounded! Thus, I DON'T NEED YOUR EMPATHY, thank you for your concern but it doesn't nibble an inch. Even if shit were to happen again, I admit the VICTORY coz I've earned an HONOUREE!



Alrighty.... I dedicate this entire post to people that call themselves F.R.I.E.N.D.S!!
If you are a TRUE one, give your self a flying kiss for excelling with flying colours. may GOD bestow you with the best of health, wealth, sanity and spirits always, insya-allah, amin~
If you are the ODD ones out, get yourself a life will you?! May GOD showers you with much of his blessings aittes... And read this below... I've sum it up all for your easy reference. HAHAHA!

With all that rants, I should just end my entry now... May you be blessed by the Almighty always and stay safe, contented and grateful with whatever you have right now. God Bless cha~