*Peace Be Upon You*


Dear Readers,

Sorry for neglecting my blog... It's been awhile now and I must admit that I'm just too lazy to type it all down here! Since i'm having some 'leisure' time in the office, I'll just take the opporcunity now to blog it down....

Life has been great, thou I wish it would habe been a lil better and superb! People have been nice. I've been 'travelling' alot. Meeting new kindda people that I wish I would have known them much ealier. Things are looking at a brighter end. I guess I'm on the right track now after the 'humpty dumpty had a great fall'... I rise up with a gusto!! Yahoo... Couldn't been able to do it because of HIM, the almighty, and my family and closest pals... Thank yous can never be enough but that's the only means I have to you guys now...

I'm terribly missing too many people... But sometimes, time will just heal the situation. I'm glad I've met new breeds of peopl, I'm glad that I have my besties still sticking with me thru all my ups and down and I'm just blessed to have my daddy , mummy and siblings and family members (especially my coussie)to be around me often. Gosh, never did I expect that we're almost reaching towards the end of the year 2007. Scarry huh... Shrucks!! Too many happy occasions for this year and many more ahead before the end of the year... A galfren of mine that always wanna get "emotional" with me everytime I say something is gonna get married this year end!! Alhamdulillah!! Honestly, I'm happy for her and pray the best for her too... FOR EVERYONE TOO AITTES!! lolz... Gal, you know who you are. Not that I've been neglecting you, forgetting you, and not keeping you updated of my well beings,honestly... I'm not at my peak period now.. And all I'm asking is for you to understand. As much as other galfrens and my besties understand me, I hope you do too (coz I know u feeling me too!). Sometimes, thou distance seperates us, the heart beat is still felt! So I shall not elaborate any further. I hope you knew what I meant!

I'm not denying the fact that I'm definately not a perfect soul, but let's live our lives in reality... Old formulas might not be applicable today. We're not always laughing everyday. We're not always HAPPY every single minute, but non the less, WE could change that fate coz it's all in the hands of the beholder. I'm still, and will constantly struggle to live my life the best and I will NOT settle for any less!!

Besties kept me company last night at my office while I clear up my stuffs... She cracked a hell load of silly jokes just to make me smile despite knowing that I'm rushing on an assignment... Never did it crosses my mind that she could really be that crappy in an office scene! Wakakakakak! I felt sooooo bad coz i was held up and she gotta rush home to cook for her hubby's dinner! She even make me felt worst by sending me back home before she heads home! cheettt, double shitty feeling.. thanks ah mira!! wakakakakakakakakakak!!!! Anw, that's a typical behaviours of ours... We care and we share! RIght onot besties?!! Sum people find us weird, nonsense, crappy, loud and bla bla bla... But duh~ do we givva damn?! *I've learnt from the best huh!* THANK YOU LAH MUZAIRAH BTE RAHMAT!! I LOVE YOU DEEP²!!!!

Today, kindda busy doing up reports coz end month coming... Managed to squeeze in sumtime to do conference chatting with my buddies. Anw, I was shocked coz a newly known person was add up in the conversation... Apparently sumone knew this person! And seriously, I dun have any idea why she's exposing herself too much! Washing dirty linen in public is not a good gesture u shuld potray! I think u're wise enuff not to dissed someone whom you've spent part of ur life with aittes! No one is stopping u from hating, but just dun do the "laundry" scene in public... It reflects back on you too and it'll make u look like a blardy fool instead!! So learn something here!

YEAHHH!! That "guy" has been ssssssooooo EXTREMELY nice to me these day! *wonder* Calling me to check on my well beings now and then! Sharing his probs (nuthhing new from you btw!), his plans, his thoughts and sharing some "unwanted news" about his fellow circle of frens and his EX and the tickling part is, sharing me his 'portion' of his heart to be my fren... Gosh, should I say I'm just happy or weary instead?! Anw dude, THANKS A ZILLION for all those kind gestures, thoughts and concern on me! APPRECIATE IT ALWAYS! Thank You! But dude, like i've told you, I wont hate u for the tears u've caused, instead i'm glad that I've learned a good lesson from you. I shall refrain from repeating them, insya allah.. So thank you for loving ur "pal" still... It's a NEW me!! And I hope you could come into terms of excepting the NEW ME TOWARDS YOU! To the rest, I'm still the same ol gal... Maybe with a lil difference thou (but changes have to be progressive and constant right?!) <> *wink*

Tommorrow and over the weekends are filled with plans already... Fasting month around the corner... Yeahhhuuuu! I'm awaiting it with anticipation!! Meanwhile, stay tuned for more!! I love you bits.... *muacks*

sweet revengeful scorpio unravelled @ 1:57 PM