*Peace Be Upon You*

Dear Readers,

Waddup ya'll! Weekend's over... I wish we had it longer, but nah, that's never gonna happen rite?! So face it!! Anw, I had a good weekend thou! Meeting up with couzzie and her bros and having to get to know knew breeds of people, I must say that I'm anticipating every moments I have right now fruitfully! Oh life!! It get's more and more rough to go thru any obstacles, but each time it comes by, the solutions are getting more subtle and simplified!... Oh Almighty, thank you!

Went chilling at our old favourite spot.. ACM's Indochine!! It's been ages since I last step into the place, and having to go back there again last weekend was like a gushing flashbacks in my membrain! Guddamit!! The very last time I stepped into the place was with someone back in those days! And the last visit I had with that particular person, we were actually discussing and talking about some future plans (on which obviously it didn't happened lah!)... Despite all those memoirs, I managed to overcome it eventually when couzzie's gud bro decided to catch up with her! Damn... Can u imagine that even thou they were good buddies, they have not met for almost 2 years! That's sad! How can u not catch up with ur bro fer 2 years eh? Hahaha!! Anw, both of them got "VALID" reasons for not being able to meet up I guess... Couz's bro, Afad, brought his bestpal along... Introducing "Adik" now! *Ehem*.. Honestly peeps, Im just not comfy in calling him adik.. He's my age, he's a guy and he's someone I just knew... Thou that's his "maiden/ manja" name, I still find it weird sumhow!! But 'adik' is NOT WEIRD at all! Infact me and couz thought that he was cool and a laid back sort! Thou he may initally posed a different image, but after awile, he's just Mr Coolio! Both of them were infact, but adik just somehow managed to grab my attention! Mind you, thou he may potray a different sort, but damn, he's such a macho when he speaks and he's wise! And mind you again, he speaks good English aittes! So that explains why there's this saying..."DON'T JUDGE IT'S BOOK BY IT'S COVER"!!.... Me and adik were the middle'man' behind some issues couzzie and Afad were facing!! Wakakakakakak! Genius think alike? I dunno, but he has inspired me to just learn about his breeds somehow or rather.... They drove us to have a late supper at Prata Cafe, sumwhere along Botanic Gardens.. Goodness, the place is super secluded! I think if you dun have any means of transportation, the place is not practical at all... And we headed off to have some time-off at O Bar.. As expected, 'someone' has some 'mat' moves there!! I'm NOT suprised at all! They sent us back home at I chilled at couzzie's place... I had fun that nite (minus the bag that gone wrong half way, and the cramps from COKE! Shit! No choice coz super thristy!!)... So bad tau my couz, she knew I dun drink COKE and yet she dun get me a sprite!! Apparently they dun have it i heard!! Heheheheh! Kidding lah couz!!

Sunday was a super lazy day... I wish I was at home instead.. So that I can just laze around all day long... Went for a sumptuos dinner at International Family buffet @ TM... My aunty's treat to the whole family! I almost go flat after that dinner! Bloated!! Anw, thank you Cik Baba's for the treat!! Love it!! Anw, had a great talk with couzzie at her crib... Well couz, if you are reading this, let me tell cha that I sincerely understand the phase that you are going thru right now. I understand the amount of pressure that's been bugging u. I understand the contradictions that's been a dilema to ya. The least now I could do for ya is to pray and hope the for the best in whateva your decisions may be. Couz, just don't bother about anyone and about what are they gonna talk about you. Humans never stops talking couz. Be it good, they talk and be it bad, they bitched! We're humans too right?! That includes US too right?! So why bother?! So long you make the right decision, at the end of the day, It's you that's gonna face the music. U know my phases too, and u knew how I went thru it, how wrecked I was at that point of time... Notice sumthing couz? I'm getting thru it still right?! But have I managed and have I come to terms with myself?! U know for a fact the answers ritte????!!! I am not expecting you to be like me, not at all couzzie... All I want and i'm asking of you is to see ya happy. Why hang on on a loose rope? If you have to let it go, let it go.. But if you have to keep it, strive and fight for it aittes! NO HUMANS ARE PERFECT COUZ!! Get that straight to your head!! Even if u could or you couldn't find someone else as good as now or infact below your current expectations, if you can find that someone u love, you'll cherished them couz! Trust me... Life is all about learning from the past and yearning for the future if ya noe wadda mean dear... Actions speaks louder than words couz. I know that me and other closest ones that's concern about cha is giving you all the advises that they could ever provide you, but at the end of the day, it'll bottom down to YOU, JUST YOU!! Follow your heart. Just be yourself! Dun givva damn to those people aittes! In whatever state, shape or situations you are going to be in, my love for you will never go astray! That's ma promise, and so long as you are my cousin, nuthing can ever breaks our blood ties aittes... I'll love you unconditionally...! Insya Allah, Amin.... Enuff fer now!!

As for now, I guess i'm at my peak period!! I'm thankful for whatever that has come in between my ways, in which I learn the every moves of it! Everything happens for a reason right?! I'm glad i'm happier now... So much so that I am beginning to taste the sweetness of those that are sincere and honests around me! To them, I love you people!! Besties, I love ya too hunney! I know we don't have much time to spent now a days. Our time are limited and the days are pretty restricted, but dun u worry,.. You're always close to my heart babe! If I ever be a wife, eventually, I'll definately be grounded & settled like what you are right now! Coz that's the whole blardy purpose of settling down rite people?! So besties, u've been a great role model to us ya noe!! I may even end up being MORE TYPICAL HOME MAKER in future sehhh!! Grrrr... scarry tau!! Dun be suprised??!! Weehahahah!! Aites, It's end month again and i'm as packed as I can be at this period of time... I'm making my way out now... Oh yeah, to my another dear sweet couzzin, the lil sweetie pie Dee, HAPPY BIRTHDAY dear... Kak Nur & Kak Tini will date you soon aittes!! Enjoy ya day aittes hunney!! *muacks, muacks, smooocchh~*

Cheers!!! Adiozzz!!






sweet revengeful scorpio unravelled @ 10:45 AM