Peace be Upon You

Wuuhuuuu! It's friday again... Another weekends ahead! Gosh~ It's rainning heavily right now.. Lucky I'm already in the office!! I guess it's gonna be wet the whole day huh?!

I'm just missing so many people right now!! Oh god~ I'm so much missing those people whom had made a significant mark in my life.. Especially those whom have departed... Well, this morning as I was doin my prayers, i kindda reminise and have all the flashbacks on these souls that was so dear to me.. My late babysitter, i called her "mak" (mom),... i just wish and pray that she's still around and breathing right now to see me being who I am today... I think in one way or another, I'll make them proud as to who I became today... As much as I've made my parents and family happy and proud, i think they too will fell the same way.. ;) But I can't turn back the time right?! The late Mak, Atok (her hubby) and the rest of their family are so attached to me! They pampered me and spoiled me when i was a little gal and they actually made me part of their family. Back then, when parents are out to werk, I was under their care and supervision... From a 3 months old baby to a 7 year old child... That's how long they took care of me. Even so when I'm no longer under their care coz I've already started schooling, I'll never forget them. They'll visit me at my home and if they missed me, they'll just drop by to see me... Every year, my whole family too will visit them during raya and it's a must! Now that Mak has passed on, Atuk became very sickly, and all the other siblings are having their own family. I so missed them... I missed my flesh & bllood grandma and grandpa that I've never get a chance to see them whilst they are still alive.... I missed those frens and pals that I've lost along the way, and sum even whom had passed on... And I miss my besties and family.... Gosh~!! Dad was telling me this morning that if I had dreamt of those i've longed and missed, the best thing i could do is to pray for them. I definately will do that Dad, thank u!! Despite all this amist, I'm just grateful to the AlMighty that I still have a wonderful and beloved family.. And having a besties that's always been there for me thru thick and thin, and in any forms of shapes that I was in.. Need I ask for more?? Nah, I dun think so... I'm just contented with everything that I've own right now... And soon to come, my CAR!!! Hahahahahahahah!! Ya noe, everything we do must have ambitions and dreams right??!! So hopefully, must much blessing for the ALMighty and families, I guess my dreams will and does comes true... Insya Allah!! ~LoLz~

Right now, I'm not gonna sit here and get myself depressed... Coz I'm not in any forms of depression.. It's just that this is another phase of our daily life... Till then, I'll catch up again later aittes!
Pssttt: I've kindda like this song.... Sing along with me aittes.... Hahahahah! Cheers!



LETTO
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sweet revengeful scorpio unravelled @ 9:54 AM