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Thursday, July 31, 2008
* Peace Be Upon You* Dear Readers, It's like almost 3.30am right now and i just can't sleep!! Help...!!! I'm off to work in a couple of hours and yet I am still unable to sleep. Oh Allah, please hear my silent resilient prayers. I just dun know why but gosh, it's not like i've been sleeping the whole day. I was practically up @ 11am and was just chilling around till later part in the evening, went to my new home and prepare some necessity for the prayers session held... Right now, my parents and my 2 other lil sisters are at our new crib, while me and the 3rd of the triplets is @ home. She is fast asleep while her sister is just getting paranoid now for not being able to sleep... Shrucks! Mummy have been asking me to sleep over at my new crib, but i was a lil reluctant as I have gotta werk tommorrow and I AM NOT MENTALLY prepared! Haha... I think I am missing so many things now... I'm missing my old home the most! And of late, after publishing the previous post, I got strange calls AGAIN! Been keeping it to myself coz I wont want my besties and best of frens to get worried, but shit, i just can't prolong it any longer... The idea of changing my mobile number has been lingering in my head for SO DAMN FREAKING god knows how long, but everytime when I got the urge of doing it, i decided not to pursue. U know right, how tedious is the process of letting your whole contacts know of ur new no? And later on it just ends up sumhow that the people u have been avoiding managed to get hold of ur no and its back to square one?! I rather find it childish to do that, but sometimes, only god know how frustrated i could get and this pisses me off! Help! Well peeps... Pray for me that my 'emotional' turbulence period will somehow vanished aittes.. Till my next blog, to those whom I had no chance to say I LOVE YOU GUYS, EACH & INDIVIDUALS ALOT, I am saying this right now... Muacks... Thursday, July 24, 2008
*Peace be Upon You*
Dear Readers, Ooh myyy~~ Please excuse and pardon me for not updating my blog for months... Infact, half a year has gone by since my last entry!! Girlfriends has already been nagging me to update my blog, but i still fail to find the time to do it! Lame excuse thou, but that's the best I could give.. Hahaha!! So where do I start now? Let me go by phases.... So to those whom are anticipating & eagerly wanting to read up my blog, you've gotta bear with me coz this will be a lengthy entry... After all, it's half a year's itinerary that i'm updating you.. hhhmmpphhh~~  First Up: I left my previous co in late Feb as the department was down-sizing. It was so sad thou but life has to go on no matter what right? I love the workplace, I miss the sofa, the TV, the whole walking around the office barefooted, the huffy's at my own desk, my bosses (read: they were the nicest boss ever!!! And I meant it..!) But like wat they say, all good things must come to an end sooner or later, but mine was pretty much that soon.. Hehehehe...  Second: It was a bitter goodbye to my home @ Stratford Court... How I wish we could stay there like forever... But dad has his own plans, and he did all these (again) for the sake of his own children and for the benefit of the whole family. Initially I was super affected by the whole process, but I have come into terms with my own self that indeed, it was the right time to let go of the house since dad managed to get a good catch and seal the deal & it was time for my dad to have his retirement.. I won't want to see my dad slogging till his last breathe for sure and so... For almost 2 months staying at home, I wasn't practically bumming around ok, mind you!, but instead, I was helping my mummy & daddy thru out the whole process of shifting.... On April 27th, we bid farewell to our dear home @ Bedok Ria.     Third: The next good thing happen, I got a job that starts immediately after we bid goodbye to our home. While on the process of getting a flat back (which was so mah-fan!!), my family stayed @ my uncle's place @ Hougang... We were just blessed to have a family that always readily lending a helping hand! (Alhamdulillah!) In a way, my activities was quite restricted but i didn't mind a single bit at all.. Good enuff we've got a shelter! And like finally, we clinch a deal for a re-sale flat @ Tampines.. Syukur! I've always wanted to get a new flat, but with the ridiculous laws and regulations (read: which i sumtimes dun understand why such regulations are imposed & that when you sold a private property, u can't purchase a new flat, WTH!!) Afterall, be it new, old or re-sale, we still have to pay up right? Goshh.... Alrite, i think i shall not get 'politically' involved here.. haha! Another farewell to our Old Matrix car, now we've got an Allion for the family's ride... A RED HOT sizzling one.. Hehehe! (Well, i shall now declare a win-win situation!! ) Forth: My new job was great (read:Initially i thought!! hahaha!)... But well, i think i am now in the same boat with my other dear couzins.. We're werking and staying intact because of the pay, not because we enjoy thou.. Lolz!! Well, i mean, this has always been my scope of work and forthe'.. i've got great team mates and their spirit never run dry, but as usual, anywhere you go, the few bad eggs can actually spoil the whole reputation thou.. but anyhow... I shall not complain further for now.... They are still great chaps thou! Nice individuals... One BIG HAPPY FAMILY with some thorns in between.. lolz..!  Fifth: The busy preparation and planning for my beloved couzin's Big Day begun... I was tight down with werk and I tried to squeeze in as much time as possible to assists her in her preparation. At the same time, my house has already begun thier renovation process. I simply just can't wait to get this over.. As they say, no matter how small, huge, beautiful or ugly your home may look like, at the end of the day, nuthing beats the feeling of calling it your "own" crib... Right onot peeps?? At this moment, I was on the verge of breaking down, or heck, i need to break loose.. (Undescribed emotions!!!) I am soooo~ (let me repeat SOOOO~~!) damn tired. Physically and mentally exhausted and emotionally a lil disturbed! Ahakz! T.I.R.E.D is the best word to describe it i guess.. pheww~ Not easy having to accommodate to everyone's need aittes... Now I need a MAN to accommodate to mine... Anyone??? Hehehehehe...  Sixth: Dear couz Alin got married at last... her majlis went super fine and alhamduliilah, they are now 'legal' for each other. I was affected coz she's always been with me thru thick and thin and thru any forms or shape i could be in.. She's just there to help and hear me out.. But now, being married doesn't mean it's the end to our bond, but well, I guess we're pretty much restricted with activities these coming days ahead... Gosh.. I tried SO DAMN FREAKING HARD not to be so obvious to show my emotions, but the moment they angkat nikah, tears are just dwelling (Mira too.. coz we were all sticking hard just like glue always!! hehe..) But the moment when we bid goodnite after the whole wedding thingy, we were just on each other arms crying like no body's business.. Shruccksss... That was the exact same feeling I got when Mira got hitched too... And with that too... NOW, I SUDDENLY HAVE THIS LIL PRESSURE with people asking me "So when's your turn!".. Initially, I took it just like a passing remarks.. But with every single soul that starts to ask and repeat that same question, I guess (being a normal human being here! And I dun live in denials fyi! Ahaks!!), now.. I've gotta learn to handle those pressure... Ok peeps.. do me a kind favour, if u think u wanna ask me that same question, let me do the honour of telling you before hand that I WILL TELL YOU WHEN THE TIME COME.. So meanwhile, please sit back and enjoy having the WHOLE of ME whilst stock last!! Hahahahahahaha... *bluek*             Seventh: With all that said and written, I guess, that sums up all... I am a whole happy me, without having pest around me, I am so much happier... So to 'his' lady (sumhow, i feel that you've been 'attempting' to read my blog and thru watevea mediums you could get hold of!! But babe, you're such a failure! Pathetic with a CAPITAL 'P'!) He's all yours.. My heart is kindda stoned for now.. It was never like this previously but I guess, now that i've gone thru so much with him, it explain why I got so stoned and stiff..! To you jerk (opss!), I think, ME, WE & THE REST are so over you, get it straight in your membrain please... I rather be fat, unpretty & not having you ard me coz I felt more B- to tha-E-A-U-T-I-F-U-L... THANK YOU! See, I am a woman dat does reality checks along the paths that I crossed, that's how I gain my respect, trust and sanity throughout my lifetime.. So pls eh, i am so not im par with your current one. I am not as child-ish as yours now.. *Spot the difference please.** Ok enuff about that tooootttt! *ahakz*  With all that written down for you fellas, I guess I've gotta end this super lengthy entry. Till the next entry, I pray that you guys are at your pink of health, I pray that we're bestow with sanity & peaceful serenity throughout, I pray that our lives are blessed with good-beings and happiness without a doubt. And I pray that we'll always be near HIM all out... See Ya ard.. *Tcheuss* |
:: DEMONIC SPAWN :: NaMe DeRiVed FrOm An ArABiC OrIGin MeaNinG "LiGht Of The HiDDeN CHasiTy" BoRn On Da 26th day of OcToBeR ProuD to InHeRiT JaaFaR's TraiD BorN a ScorPio[n]  :: FETISH UNCOILS :: - the goth culture - black clothing - melodic death cds - soul chIld - fishnet stockings - poetry -LyRiCaLLy RhyMinG GesTure 
:: DARK DESIRES :: - olympus, iXus digicam - new boots - trip to paris - new hairdo - AdVenTureS in Da DaRk 
:: ARCHIVES ::
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