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Wednesday, August 29, 2007
*Peace Be Upon You* Dear Readers, Sorry for neglecting my blog... It's been awhile now and I must admit that I'm just too lazy to type it all down here! Since i'm having some 'leisure' time in the office, I'll just take the opporcunity now to blog it down.... Life has been great, thou I wish it would habe been a lil better and superb! People have been nice. I've been 'travelling' alot. Meeting new kindda people that I wish I would have known them much ealier. Things are looking at a brighter end. I guess I'm on the right track now after the 'humpty dumpty had a great fall'... I rise up with a gusto!! Yahoo... Couldn't been able to do it because of HIM, the almighty, and my family and closest pals... Thank yous can never be enough but that's the only means I have to you guys now... I'm terribly missing too many people... But sometimes, time will just heal the situation. I'm glad I've met new breeds of peopl, I'm glad that I have my besties still sticking with me thru all my ups and down and I'm just blessed to have my daddy , mummy and siblings and family members (especially my coussie)to be around me often. Gosh, never did I expect that we're almost reaching towards the end of the year 2007. Scarry huh... Shrucks!! Too many happy occasions for this year and many more ahead before the end of the year... A galfren of mine that always wanna get "emotional" with me everytime I say something is gonna get married this year end!! Alhamdulillah!! Honestly, I'm happy for her and pray the best for her too... FOR EVERYONE TOO AITTES!! lolz... Gal, you know who you are. Not that I've been neglecting you, forgetting you, and not keeping you updated of my well beings,honestly... I'm not at my peak period now.. And all I'm asking is for you to understand. As much as other galfrens and my besties understand me, I hope you do too (coz I know u feeling me too!). Sometimes, thou distance seperates us, the heart beat is still felt! So I shall not elaborate any further. I hope you knew what I meant! I'm not denying the fact that I'm definately not a perfect soul, but let's live our lives in reality... Old formulas might not be applicable today. We're not always laughing everyday. We're not always HAPPY every single minute, but non the less, WE could change that fate coz it's all in the hands of the beholder. I'm still, and will constantly struggle to live my life the best and I will NOT settle for any less!! Besties kept me company last night at my office while I clear up my stuffs... She cracked a hell load of silly jokes just to make me smile despite knowing that I'm rushing on an assignment... Never did it crosses my mind that she could really be that crappy in an office scene! Wakakakakak! I felt sooooo bad coz i was held up and she gotta rush home to cook for her hubby's dinner! She even make me felt worst by sending me back home before she heads home! cheettt, double shitty feeling.. thanks ah mira!! wakakakakakakakakakak!!!! Anw, that's a typical behaviours of ours... We care and we share! RIght onot besties?!! Sum people find us weird, nonsense, crappy, loud and bla bla bla... But duh~ do we givva damn?! *I've learnt from the best huh!* THANK YOU LAH MUZAIRAH BTE RAHMAT!! I LOVE YOU DEEP²!!!! Today, kindda busy doing up reports coz end month coming... Managed to squeeze in sumtime to do conference chatting with my buddies. Anw, I was shocked coz a newly known person was add up in the conversation... Apparently sumone knew this person! And seriously, I dun have any idea why she's exposing herself too much! Washing dirty linen in public is not a good gesture u shuld potray! I think u're wise enuff not to dissed someone whom you've spent part of ur life with aittes! No one is stopping u from hating, but just dun do the "laundry" scene in public... It reflects back on you too and it'll make u look like a blardy fool instead!! So learn something here! YEAHHH!! That "guy" has been ssssssooooo EXTREMELY nice to me these day! *wonder* Calling me to check on my well beings now and then! Sharing his probs (nuthhing new from you btw!), his plans, his thoughts and sharing some "unwanted news" about his fellow circle of frens and his EX and the tickling part is, sharing me his 'portion' of his heart to be my fren... Gosh, should I say I'm just happy or weary instead?! Anw dude, THANKS A ZILLION for all those kind gestures, thoughts and concern on me! APPRECIATE IT ALWAYS! Thank You! But dude, like i've told you, I wont hate u for the tears u've caused, instead i'm glad that I've learned a good lesson from you. I shall refrain from repeating them, insya allah.. So thank you for loving ur "pal" still... It's a NEW me!! And I hope you could come into terms of excepting the NEW ME TOWARDS YOU! To the rest, I'm still the same ol gal... Maybe with a lil difference thou (but changes have to be progressive and constant right?!) < Tommorrow and over the weekends are filled with plans already... Fasting month around the corner... Yeahhhuuuu! I'm awaiting it with anticipation!! Meanwhile, stay tuned for more!! I love you bits.... *muacks*   
Wednesday, August 22, 2007
*Peace Be Upon You* Dear Readers, Hell yeah!! I know i've been neglecting my blog for awile now! Sincere apologies to all the ladies and gentleman! Infact too much things to run that I seriously don't have the mood to blog! I'm not at my pink of health and goddamit, i lost my voice since 2 days ago.. Still "hunting" to get my voice back! Haha! I'm missing too many people again... Including the non other than my besties and my galfren Dyva! Shrucckksss! I think I've not catch up with besties for almost like 3 weeks now and Dvya for god knows how many months!! Arrrggghhhh!!! And like today, I was hoping that I could me both my galfrens including another long lost abandoned galfren for a lepak session at JB..! What a place to 'lepak' eh??!!! But damn... Dey each have things to do so cannot joining lorrr... Wakakakakakak!! I'm on half day today and later on im gonna be the "drebar" again!! Goshhh!! Aittes.... Gonna have a great dinner with my aunt from London and hers and mine family later on in the evening!! Wuuhhhuuuu!! And I seriously pray that I could meet the rest up too...... Oh Yeah, feeling my galfren Sheeqs rite now!!! Her "perasaan tergangu" lorr... So I fully understand her..! And yeah, Nani's hari "merdeka" is coming up soon.. Hopefully I'll be able to join them!!! We'll paint the town red aittes ladies..!! Lolz... No "kakak's" allowed please!! *personal joke btwn hot momma & sheeQs*!!!!! :) Hope so see my lil niece soon too!! That adorable, finger licking and chubby kiddo!!!! Argh!! See.. now i'm begining to miss more and more people! Damn!!! Hahahahahahahahahahahahah!!! Ok, ok I shall take my leave now... see ya soon..... *muacks* Friday, August 17, 2007
*peace Be Upon You* Dear Readers, Yeahhhh..... It's weekends again!! And another long weekend it will be... Yipee... Im just not in the right mood to blog coz i've got so many many things running in my head now... For you paparazzi's, yeah I have to tell you this! Yeah, I am hoping for something to happen, but im aint in any rush... Good things coming along my way alhamdulillah!! Anw, you fella, here's a video and a biggup for our yet another talent..! Known them for ages, and apparently, someone's gotta fling on my besties at the moment of time during our active involvements in the scene... Besties, I;m sure you know waddda mean!! Check this out!! Besties, I know you're happy with ur hunney bunney "rocker" now! But hell yeah, just for ya to reminise babey... Hahahahah!!! Can I tap that besties?!! Wakakakakakka *personal joke between me & besties*... Aittes, nuff said, enjoy an biggup to ya all the way from our Lion City!! Full Stop! Tuesday, August 14, 2007
*Peace Be Upon You*  [MY LOVELY DQ HAVING HER SPLISH SPLASH...!] Dear Readers, Ouchhhh~ My feet hurt lerr dey! Goddamit! Hehehehe.... See lah, nak feeling kai wedges kan, amik kao ubat oiii!!! Wakakakak! Anw, I was having my nice stroll to werk this morning! For a simple reason, I'm wearing high heels wedges and darn! It's been a lon time since.. I seriously dunnow wads got into me seh! But anyhow, I'm now barefooted... And Im happy! Hahahah! Had my teh tarik and epok² for b'fast..! Im so hooked up to the teh tarik at Amoy St boiii... Cheettt...! Despite the hassle of queueing up, I still insists in getting them! Infact this morning, I bought for one of he vendors and they were so excited to get those tea from me! Prrr mahh!! Hahahahaha.. *kidding lah*... Niwaes, njoy ur drinks....! Well, last evening, I was supposed to head off home when my dear pal Eqah called me up to meet up and go back home together! Since we've met at CT Hall and Eqah started to talk, I was getting so engrosed that I asked her to chill around fer awile if she's got no plans..! Apparently she doesn't and thus we went to BK @ Eqah's old hood and we talked...! TWe both got like so many things to catch up on and i guess if we continue, it can last us till today! Wakakakk! Ard 10+pm, we headed off home.. I'm getting restless am being "smoke-free" really bugs me! Even Eqah notices that too!! Wakakakakak! Melampau eh!!... Oh chhheeettt~ I've gotta blog this down, and here it goes!! As the both of us were busy talking, suddenly out of no where, and out of god knows which direction he came from, this 'man' came and approached our table! Bapak² polisi lah siol!! But he came and approached us simply because he asks for Eqah's name.. He came and mumble initially and we and especially Eqah has to go like "Huh?! Huh?!"... Then we managed to figure out that he actually asked... "Boleh tau tak nama saper, nak kenal2 lah!".... DAMN!!! VERY GOOD NEW PICK UP STATEMENT!! Hahahahahahahahahahh! I thought he came coz he wanna ask for a ciggies or lighter or sumthing, tapi rupanya nak tau nama dar deyy! Kanasai!! Anw, Eqah got bloated and blushed (can see lah darling!) plus she after that became SO tak kena gaya lorr!! Hahahahah! We ended up bursting into laughter siak! Anw, like wad Eqah mention, it takes alot of courage to do that especially with having a fren at one corner waiting for you!!! Hahahahahahah! That was the JOKE of THE DAY siakkk!!! Hehehehe! Anw, we had a good catching up, then head off home, shower, mamam coz mummy cook something i can't resists, read abit then decided to listen to ceramah by my favourite UStaz Akil Hayy at youtube, and zzzzzzz.... off to dreamland! And now, all alone in the office again... And about to start doing my thang now!! Jeng3...~!!! Aittes, see ya when I see ya again... *muacks* Sunday, August 12, 2007
*Peace Be Upon You*  Dear Readers, It's been a good relaxing weekends.... I had my sweet revenge fulfilled.. Yeahhhh~ I had a good long hours of sleep from Friday till today!! Heheheh! SPLENDID!! Alrighty, i got home ealier from an aunt's place to celebrate granny's birthday! Alhamdulillah, semoga panjang umur and setiasa sihat yeah gran!! We also had a kenduri "doa selamat" for my uncle who has been sick lately and my aunty whom is goin for an ops this wednesday to remove her pancrease as I heard from my mummy, it's sort of cancer-ous and needed to be removed soon! Aunty J, my prayers goes out to you (and the whole family too!)... Don't worry yeah, we all know for a fact that you're indeed an strong woman... And we're positively sure that you are going to get thru this.. Insya-Allah... Pheww! With all sorts of news as such being told to me one by one, I just can't help but wonder, why does all this have to happen yeah suddenly? Well everything happens for a reason right? I know that too, but it seems like only yesterday, we were all gathering around somewhere sharing silly jokes and crack laughters amongst our coussins, aunties and uncles... Gosh! And Aunty J, it seems only like yesterday, you held me in your arms and told me that I'm gonna be ok and to prove others that I'm sumone from now on when I had my down fall in life once upon a time! Aunty J, you will never be alone and that's a promise from me and family to you.. I'm just crossing my fingers now and praying that things will go out fine..*Insya Allah*..grrrrr....~ Oritey, had a done some catching up with my dear pal Eqah ealier...! Tak habish2 lah this people! Well, I've learnt that in life, if you starts to point finger at others, always remember, there are four more fingers point back at you... (unless if you're handicap or wat so ever lah!).... This people are just struggling to put up a daily drama in their so called 'high end' lifestyle! Please lah, dun try too hard! And I think you act is about to be doomed & stumble soon too! Tak penat eh korang?! Kita yg dengar ni penat tau!! Haizzz! Watever it is, let's just not forget the KARMA! And it''s not worth all your dramas aittes for such a beautiful lies!! Whhoopppzz!! Pls have some sense of remorse for your poor thang hubby at least! He may not be perfect either and AGAIN, No One Is Perfect!, hubby, but since you choose to put up with him, it's selfish of you to let him struggle on your fishing game!! Duhhh~!!Chheettt! Aittes, now i'm gonna logged off and gonna catch the new season of "AMERICA's GOT TALENT" later on... Then off to my dreamland! Psst... Mira, I miss you!! Tommorrow chill at my opis ok hunney!! Can lah pls!!! I know u love me, I know you want me... hahahahahh!! Psst: I've got a little conffession here, I'm werking on sumthing now... Hopefully I can get it done sooner than what's expected! Insya Allah, pray for me peepz aittes! Once it's done, it's confirmed and it's official, i'll let you guys know aittes! But for now, this is gonna be my tiny little secrects for you dearies and paparazzi's aittez!! *muacks* Friday, August 10, 2007
*Peace Be Upon You* SECOND ENTRY OF THE DAY! ;) After almost four years of going astray, a slight glinch in friendship, a hiccup along the way and a pointless fury tentrum that begun the whole mess... I guess we've both grown up now, we've managed to BURY the past and rekindle the sweet old memories back again... And it's all fated! God's just fair yeah!!! *ALHAMDULILLAH* He'll show you why these things happen! He make u learn the hard way in everything, so even if you fall, he knows that we're capable to stand up on our feet back!! I know for a fact, FRIENDS are a rare species.... And that's y i'm keeping those that's worthy in my hearts closely NOW! Having lots of friends are just a numbers, it doesn't determines nor assure you anything!! But to have true ones, I believe and I know it's not easy, especially to keep up with each other nonsense right??!!! So noe matter how you lost them, you are a distant from them, or no matter how busy you are, if the Almighty have included them in your itenerary, it won't be easy to delete them from your memory! I've lost her once upon a time! We were tough chics long ago... Now that we've came to terms and bury the hachet, I'm blessed to meet her again... Thou' the venue wasn't the "right" place to meet at, but yeah, her warmth hugs made me realised that it's just fate to have her back in my dictionary! I've bumped into a long lost friend... And she's my dear lady... SheeQs@[EQAH]!!! Nice meeting u back that night dear!!....*muacks* Well, to those whom don't believe in FRIENDSHIP, DESTINY & FATE & TO TOP IT UP, FAITH.. I think you missed out alot lah! Get some life ok! NO ONE IS PERFECT! REMEMBER THAT! I'M KEEPING MY "FRIENDS LIST" ORGANIZED NOW!!! Hahahaha!! lolz... My lady since '97... Ms Qeesha & Ms SheeQs....  My HeartThrobe since '99... Non other than MisseS PaiZ...  My deAr couzzin with a 'headache', hahaha! since BORN!!... Ms Alin..... 
 *Peace Be Upon You* Dear Readers, Howwddyyy!!! Yeah I know!! Sorry aittes!! Pardon me for going missing these few weeks! Was busy with my own things and also i've not been in the best shape and at my pink of health! Anw, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!! AND HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAR LIL COUZIN, NAZREEN!! There's too many things to catch up on actually... And today I guess I shall not blurt out too much...! Been staying contented all this while, been a great frens and buddies to everyone as much as I can... Still trying to be a good & filial daughter to my parents... Hahahah! Wad else need I say! I'm still striving with my daily issues, and I'm trying to stay as grounded as I can. Like I've say many2 times, be it here or with the people that I'm close too.. I may not be perfect and NO ONE IS PERFECT EITHER! So why bear grudges if you ain't got a clue?! Why HATE & DETEST someone when we're all imperfect?! Why continue having 'beef' with unworthy of people?! Maybe that's just my nature and that's me.. SIMPLY being ME!! With so much that i've gone thru', I believe and always have faith that people change, one fine day either for the better or worst is yet to be known! Been bumping much with long lost pals and "unexpected" people lately! All I can say is, see for yourself now people.. Who's having their prime time now and having the last laugh at them??!! Honestly, I'm just glad to know all these walks of people, for which I learned and try to take them as a living example of not becoming or even ending up like them! Everyone made mistakes (including myself ok!!), everyone has their fair sets of ego, everyone have their rights.. But be rationale, be weary coz for all you know, you'll be the one being laughed at! It's fine to be a lil ego at times, it's also perfectly fine to be a little difficult at times, but don't over react on that coz YOU AINT MAKE IT FAR! And infact you wont GO FAR even!!! I've always inherit this from my dad i must say.. and I thanked god, alhamdulillah, that makes me a little different from others (despite the difference in my physics!! Hahahah)! Daddy has been a simple man, easy to talk to, who's gone thru ups and downs in life too. And mind u, he's also not BORN with a GOLDEN SPOON! But to see him at where he is today, I guess that makes me proud to be his daughter. I admit I may not be the perfect daughter to them, and I too may cause them tears at times, but rest assure this dad, all i'm doing right now is solely for you! Mummy has been difficult most of the times, but to have her as my mum and coming out from her womb, sincerely, from the bottom of my heart, she's everything I need now... Oh yeah, one more thing! Mummy & Papa, STOP MAKING THE PRE-ARRANGEMENTS prior to my consent aittes! I've not found anyone yet! So pls... just let me do my own thangs first for now at least aittes!! hahahah! ;) So people, let's just try to be care free for now! Enuff of manipulation, coz u will bite on your own tongue! Take me as I am... And I'll promise to take you as who you are not wad u are made up off! And pls, dun take me for a ride, coz let me be honest here, i'm hefty for ur ride aittes!! Missing my besties and pals that i've longed neglected! Sorry peeps!! I'll make a return I promise u that!! ;) Till then, live life to your fullest and bear no grdges coz is definately gonna take much of your health! *muacks* Love me, love me not, personally, I dun givva SHITTTT!! .... Qeesha....(",) 
Wednesday, August 01, 2007
 *Peace Be Upon You* Dear Readers, Wassup~ ya'll!! Howddy!! I've been good and can never ask for better i guess... Met besties and couzie last night..! We've had a blast conversation... And I guess all of us really have 'grown'!! Wakakakakakak! And Myra to be the next spokes-person for the "WIFEY CLUB"!! Ahakz!! Suprised everyone!! I got a call from someone I least expected!! And as expected, it's him!! Was actually talking like norm, but as typical as he is, he;s just more interested to know my well-beings rather than his own!! And still, all his problems are just sticking with him i guess! I think i've said enuff and I think I've done enough for you! So it's about time, you learn to fish on your own pond! Pretty much concern with his situations but honestly, I just donnoe why, but it's just not triggering me to go further to help neither to assists him! Am I mean?! I guess I'm not right?! I guess I've done the right thing huh!! Again, I've made it clear that the conversation ends where it supposed to end...! He brag abt the past and all... But damn, im not interested dar deyy! As usual, pin pointing his faults to others and denying the fact abt some issues, I honestly felt that he's not learn any lessons yet! Got the cheek to even say he missed us! Goddamit!! ahahahahah! Anw, the onversation was purely subtle and it ends with a bye, so to conclude, its just a normal hello & goodbye conversations..... To all the paparazzi's hear me well aiites!!! Grrr~~ Okie, today have a dinner date and gonna visit my aunt soon. She's not well and so, me and family will drop by her place later on or prolly tommorrow~! Till then.... I miss ya people that i've not heard from them for so long! Call me aittes!! *muacks* |
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