Monday, July 30, 2007
*Peace Be Upon You* Dear Readers, Waddup ya'll! Weekend's over... I wish we had it longer, but nah, that's never gonna happen rite?! So face it!! Anw, I had a good weekend thou! Meeting up with couzzie and her bros and having to get to know knew breeds of people, I must say that I'm anticipating every moments I have right now fruitfully! Oh life!! It get's more and more rough to go thru any obstacles, but each time it comes by, the solutions are getting more subtle and simplified!... Oh Almighty, thank you! Went chilling at our old favourite spot.. ACM's Indochine!! It's been ages since I last step into the place, and having to go back there again last weekend was like a gushing flashbacks in my membrain! Guddamit!! The very last time I stepped into the place was with someone back in those days! And the last visit I had with that particular person, we were actually discussing and talking about some future plans (on which obviously it didn't happened lah!)... Despite all those memoirs, I managed to overcome it eventually when couzzie's gud bro decided to catch up with her! Damn... Can u imagine that even thou they were good buddies, they have not met for almost 2 years! That's sad! How can u not catch up with ur bro fer 2 years eh? Hahaha!! Anw, both of them got "VALID" reasons for not being able to meet up I guess... Couz's bro, Afad, brought his bestpal along... Introducing "Adik" now! *Ehem*.. Honestly peeps, Im just not comfy in calling him adik.. He's my age, he's a guy and he's someone I just knew... Thou that's his "maiden/ manja" name, I still find it weird sumhow!! But 'adik' is NOT WEIRD at all! Infact me and couz thought that he was cool and a laid back sort! Thou he may initally posed a different image, but after awile, he's just Mr Coolio! Both of them were infact, but adik just somehow managed to grab my attention! Mind you, thou he may potray a different sort, but damn, he's such a macho when he speaks and he's wise! And mind you again, he speaks good English aittes! So that explains why there's this saying..."DON'T JUDGE IT'S BOOK BY IT'S COVER"!!.... Me and adik were the middle'man' behind some issues couzzie and Afad were facing!! Wakakakakakak! Genius think alike? I dunno, but he has inspired me to just learn about his breeds somehow or rather.... They drove us to have a late supper at Prata Cafe, sumwhere along Botanic Gardens.. Goodness, the place is super secluded! I think if you dun have any means of transportation, the place is not practical at all... And we headed off to have some time-off at O Bar.. As expected, 'someone' has some 'mat' moves there!! I'm NOT suprised at all! They sent us back home at I chilled at couzzie's place... I had fun that nite (minus the bag that gone wrong half way, and the cramps from COKE! Shit! No choice coz super thristy!!)... So bad tau my couz, she knew I dun drink COKE and yet she dun get me a sprite!! Apparently they dun have it i heard!! Heheheheh! Kidding lah couz!! Sunday was a super lazy day... I wish I was at home instead.. So that I can just laze around all day long... Went for a sumptuos dinner at International Family buffet @ TM... My aunty's treat to the whole family! I almost go flat after that dinner! Bloated!! Anw, thank you Cik Baba's for the treat!! Love it!! Anw, had a great talk with couzzie at her crib... Well couz, if you are reading this, let me tell cha that I sincerely understand the phase that you are going thru right now. I understand the amount of pressure that's been bugging u. I understand the contradictions that's been a dilema to ya. The least now I could do for ya is to pray and hope the for the best in whateva your decisions may be. Couz, just don't bother about anyone and about what are they gonna talk about you. Humans never stops talking couz. Be it good, they talk and be it bad, they bitched! We're humans too right?! That includes US too right?! So why bother?! So long you make the right decision, at the end of the day, It's you that's gonna face the music. U know my phases too, and u knew how I went thru it, how wrecked I was at that point of time... Notice sumthing couz? I'm getting thru it still right?! But have I managed and have I come to terms with myself?! U know for a fact the answers ritte????!!! I am not expecting you to be like me, not at all couzzie... All I want and i'm asking of you is to see ya happy. Why hang on on a loose rope? If you have to let it go, let it go.. But if you have to keep it, strive and fight for it aittes! NO HUMANS ARE PERFECT COUZ!! Get that straight to your head!! Even if u could or you couldn't find someone else as good as now or infact below your current expectations, if you can find that someone u love, you'll cherished them couz! Trust me... Life is all about learning from the past and yearning for the future if ya noe wadda mean dear... Actions speaks louder than words couz. I know that me and other closest ones that's concern about cha is giving you all the advises that they could ever provide you, but at the end of the day, it'll bottom down to YOU, JUST YOU!! Follow your heart. Just be yourself! Dun givva damn to those people aittes! In whatever state, shape or situations you are going to be in, my love for you will never go astray! That's ma promise, and so long as you are my cousin, nuthing can ever breaks our blood ties aittes... I'll love you unconditionally...! Insya Allah, Amin.... Enuff fer now!! As for now, I guess i'm at my peak period!! I'm thankful for whatever that has come in between my ways, in which I learn the every moves of it! Everything happens for a reason right?! I'm glad i'm happier now... So much so that I am beginning to taste the sweetness of those that are sincere and honests around me! To them, I love you people!! Besties, I love ya too hunney! I know we don't have much time to spent now a days. Our time are limited and the days are pretty restricted, but dun u worry,.. You're always close to my heart babe! If I ever be a wife, eventually, I'll definately be grounded & settled like what you are right now! Coz that's the whole blardy purpose of settling down rite people?! So besties, u've been a great role model to us ya noe!! I may even end up being MORE TYPICAL HOME MAKER in future sehhh!! Grrrr... scarry tau!! Dun be suprised??!! Weehahahah!! Aites, It's end month again and i'm as packed as I can be at this period of time... I'm making my way out now... Oh yeah, to my another dear sweet couzzin, the lil sweetie pie Dee, HAPPY BIRTHDAY dear... Kak Nur & Kak Tini will date you soon aittes!! Enjoy ya day aittes hunney!! *muacks, muacks, smooocchh~* Cheers!!! Adiozzz!! ![]() ![]() Friday, July 27, 2007
*Peace Be Upon You* Dear Readers, Yup! Yup! I know that I've been missing for sometime already... Pardon me dearies..!! I'm just simply lazy and have been having too much fun that I can;'t keep up with my blog! Lolz!! Alrighty, I'm just doing fine and I'm just happier as each day passes by! Seriously, things are so looking on a brighter side of me now, but of course there are still soem dues that I hope will clear off very soon..! It's Friday!!! And that calls for a weekend of rest!! Definately enjoying my holz too!! And hopefully my BKK trip will be confirmed soon too! And I'm not going there for yet another hoilday but its on official duties!! Hahaha! But still I hope I could squeeze in some time for leisure... *cross fingers* Alrighty... I've gotta make my move now... I'll catch up with you guys soon, hopefully aittes....! *muacks* ![]() Thursday, July 19, 2007
![]() *Peace Be Upon You* Dear Readers, First up, kudos to Aliff for winning the Anugerah Competiton! I was actually hoping for Roslan or Maiya thou', but non the less, congrats to all!! Well, I had a sumptuos dinner at Newton with Lynn.. I almost wanna puke after that!! And people, should you go and eat at Newton, pls be infromed not to order Pirate's TOm Yam ok! They are super ripped off!! For a bowl of Tom Yam Soup, costing $12 , it only contains afew cuttlefish, 3 muscles and one pathetic prawn! Can u believe it! Goddammit!! Hahahahahah! But anyhow, it was just a fine dinner with my galfren! Rushed home to catch the Anugerah, but i still do miss the first half hour of the show!! Alrighty, well you know wad people?! I'm just am mentally tired and shagged right now!! So much things gushing down at one go! But praises to my Almighty, he's just continuously giving me the strength knowing that I desperately needed one!! Anw, I'm far much happier now! So much happy than when I was with sumone... Anw, we sumhow or rather managed to talk last night and cleared off some outstanding dues.. Well, I've just decided to let go of everything and I meant every single things I had with him... This beef is not going anywhere!! I'm the least interested person on earth now to wanna know bout your problems too.... Everyone of us have their own sets of probs to think off... And I guess since u think you're better off being like that and stagnent, pls dun bother bout me... I'm just great for now!! Anw, I think I've gotta stop here... Well dude, and u foes who's reading this... check out this song from Imran Ajmain.. I think it explains everything that I have to say to 'you'... I'm tired... And I'm a lil drained up to think of all this for now... Oh yeah! To my dear pal Mr Pong... (Aka Chippo)... HAPPY BIRTHDAY DUDE! See ya later alligator... *muacks* Compromise Written/Composed by Imran Ajmain Love is not a given You’re not forgiven But we all easily submit You have forsaken What you have taken So we all still incomplete I thought we were playing a similar game And after these years it’s still been the same And you, of all people, still have your name Prechorus What about compromise? I hold no disguise You should know better Chorus It’s not I don’t want you, I want you But I need you to be A little bit faithful and grateful and loyal to my needs Don’t think I was selfish, I was selfless And afterall I’ve given you It’s not I don’t love you, I love you Well, at least I try to Trust is not an object You could reject But we all easily believe You have been waiting And all I’ve been saying “Please be there for me” It’s not like we got a thousand years I’ve yet to express to you all of my fears And while you have wasted all of your tears Prechorus What about compromise? Why do I pay the price? Only you have the answers, answers Chorus Bridge I know I’m not perfect but I deserve respect And after all that’s said and done You remain the only one in my heart It’s not my ego But if you go I’d have so much to say Did we pick a good fight to prove who’s wrong and who’s right? Can we finally compromise? Can we at least talk about it? Can we at least compromise? ![]() Tuesday, July 17, 2007
*Peace Be Upon You* Dear Readers, Olla Ollah mamaz & papi'z!!! Howwwddy peepz!! Oritey.... Wad's been happening lately? Alot!! And it's only Tuesday hunney, and I'm so shagged!! Hahaha! Well, i've gotta pretty much fine weekend... Yesterday, kindda held up at werk and I left early coz of besties and galfren!! Damn it!! Dun do it often ok ladies!! It's bad for my 'health' at werk!! Hahaha!! I've been a good gal in the office and my bosses knows that! Wuuhuuu~ So that's y when I asked my Director yesterday if I could go back a lil early, amazingly his answer was... "Yeah sure dear, go, it's alright!!"... Aper lagikkkkkkkk....... Hahahahaha! But I'm not gonna be an opporcunist like some people ok!! Lolz~ Ok, let me declare, last evening, I think I've made STARBUCKS officially rich! Kanasai!! Met besties and galfren at our normal chill out Starbucks, den went all the way to Novena to meet couzzie at 8pm.. Went to Utd Square awile for a window shopping session, but ended up I went to GUESS KIDS shop and bought for my lil dearie niece a top and a set of bibs for her...!! This month alone I think I've bought for her 3 sets of tops already! Bro has been reminding me not to waste money too much.. Almost bought a GUCCI's baby shoes for her... Hang on! I'm not tryin pamper her with these stuffs and neither am I trying to boast ard here aittes! Even without these gifts from me, and ma parents, lemme be very honest to you, the kepo² ones here, I think my bro and sister in law can afford it themselves!!! These are all the wealth we all can get with money in this world, but wad's important is the wealth that we need to achieve in our aftermath aittes! But my bro is the wise money spender sort of person, and i'm a total wrecked in financial strategy boii!! I'm being honest here!! And my bro was already nagging at me! Thanks arr bro!! He says to spent it wisely and DQ is still a baby, lavishing her with all these is not necessary he said! Pheww... Poor aunty, get scolding for nutthing! Anw, I dun care... For my DQ, anytime babeh!! Hahahahah! Alrighty, I had a blast talking and cracking silly jokes with couzzie!! A night full of anticipation i must say... After some lil shopping session, AGAIN, we went to the Starbucks!! Another $15++ spent!! Half way thru our conversation, couzzin went to get another cuppa HOT CHOCS... So even chill out for coffee at all these coffee chains can be costly! I think if i'm married and have a house of my own, I'll just call ma ladies down to ma crib for a coffee session instead!!! So ladies, my house warming gifts you know wad to get for me aittes... A turbo coffe mixer just like the ones in those coffee chains aittes!! Wehehahahahah!! *advanced planning is definately a great deal*...... And I reach home almost midnight..! Lucky my shoes has not turned into a glass yet seh! Lolz~ Got a call from a pal later, and we're talking abt the same ol chap!! He happen to appear again!! Just like 'biskot oreo.. Jap ada, jap takda'!! Anw, was being told that he has a problem and came looking for my pal.. Reconcile?! Haizz~ i dunnoe, but i guess it's gonna be a waste of his time! Once bitten, twice shy hunney! And oppsss, sorry dear, We're Bitches with Brains aittes! And I & Myra am definately not gonna look back.. Coz our hearts are STONNED! Lost of speech oready!! And u are non of my concern anymore! Seriously, I'm losing all kindda hopes and prayers for this chap! You're almost erased!! 95% completed!! hahahah!! Wokaays then... Gotta clear of my work now... See ya again and till da next episode... I love you.. Dinner soon ok!! *ehem*!! *muacks* Sunday, July 15, 2007
*Peace Be Upon You* It's SUNDAY!!! And..... to my dearest Sister In Law.... Just for you sis..... ![]() ![]() Saturday, July 14, 2007
*Peace Be Upon You* Dear Readers, Howwddyy! It's weekends... And yeah.... I'm like supposed to go sumwhere but ended up at home... Grandma was here and went to fetch her ealier at my aunt's place...I guess yeah... I might be going out later in the evening.. or I might just chill around! Anw, tommorrow is sis-in-law's birthday.... And we've got plans to go out alreadyyyy.... Yippeee! Can't wait for my holidays.. Am desperately needing one soon... And yeah! Zurich.. will see ya soon!! Yipppeeeeeeee~~~ Alrighty, to the 'faithful' viewers... Last night went to chill with besties & Naz... And together with a buddy and her besties.. Last minute meet up always happen! Well, indeed the meet up turns out to be an "emotionally confession" topics discussed.. Plus some silly willy jokes cracks... and not forgetting, some flicks of cam-whoring!! And after last night eh, I think that Za (Ayu's besties) & Mira (My besties.. Cehh, tanak kalah eh!!) are fitted to be placed in one house together and I shall do the honor of bringin the house down for them both!!! Mulot tak sensored! Anw we all have had our fair share of 'speech' there! Except for Nazi, coz she's most of the time making 'long distance' calls!! If not, she busy writing 'minutes' of our topics discussed i think, right onot Mira, Ayu & Za??!! Nemind Nazi 'campur' lah.. remember??! Unlike si dektu...Pure K.K!! Hahahahaha!! *Ok stop it* Honestly, I must say that I'm pretty shocked to hear certain stuffs being mentioned, but I just dunnoe how to react to it already. Guess i'm immune to it.. Dah jadi cam manusia tak berperasaan lah! Mira pun dah tak kuasa! Kita ngah tunggu je detik2 tok counter strike!! Tu time satu ORCHARD Mira ngan si Za combine pekik! Dah ada 'chin-gay' performance lak nanti!! Road block sini sana sehh!! wakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakka!!!! Lolz!! And yes gal, we all EXPECTED! Anw, what happens behind those close doors are just better off left unsaid! I'm not thoz typical spicies and neither are WE all! Empty vessels makes the most noise... Now I'm also thinking of someone else in mind besides that idiot! Well as we've discussed last night, these are the people tat I would STRONGLY RECOMMEND to hear the song '2x5 by AhliFiqir'... It so~ SUITS them lor... Attention seeker that hungers for a minute of affection mahh... Yealah, now got 'pals' that u think can 'understands' and support you! Like as if we dun know how long can all these dramas last?! Pls remember, these 'pals' of yours once bitched about u, ur life and ur family too aittes! We'll see lah who will get the last laugh wokkay!. Just dun pretend to be SMART when your stupidity shows clearly, dun pretend to be a SAINT, coz we're all a SINNER, and dun pretend to say you love and care for us, coz for all we know, you're BITCHING about us right now! If u dun believe in having 'true friends'... than believe me, you're such a bored human!! Read my lips!! You're a low life human dat MISSED so much serenity and love coming from another human called "FRIENDS"...! I dun talk as thou I'm good, but I know for a fact that I dun open my mouth unnecessarily like 'U'.. and even if I do, i'm still a sane woman that remembers what I utter! Mulot lau tak reti jaga eh, asyik nak mencecih ajer and mengumpat kan...Where ever you go, or who ever you are with, you can never tastes the sincerity of it all coz you are a big fat actor/actress yourself! Trust me on this coz it's PROVEN!!!! Good enuff lah, even thou we talked alot and most of the time we talk craps, we dun even have the time to talk about you! Even 'if' we talked, it's all FACTS! We're a tough chicks aittees, ain't easy bringing us down you foe & hoe!!! Ahakzz!! **Sapa makan cili, dia rasa pedas eh.. yg nak 'feeling' terasa tu, gasaklah! Yang reporter dan paparazzi sambilan yg suker nah nak amik tau hal ehwal I dan kawan² I nie, silakan lah eh!! Kesian korang, hidup makan sumpah orang aja! Nauzubillah.... *Ishk* Malas ah nak kuasa lagik!!** Oriteyyyy! I dun really need no one else coz I have so much love from my family, besties and frens...! For now, Im just gonna sit here and observed! Those 'emotional' bastards can carry on bitching, for I dun nibble... whutthadilly ya'll!!! Thank you God for your endless blessings.. Thou it's not an easy road for me to go thru', I know for a fact that I've got you... Love you all and see ya around!!.... *muacks, muacks, muacks* P.S: Pictures otw... AND HERE IT COMES.....
Thursday, July 12, 2007
![]() *Peace Be Upon You* Dear Readers, Just am so looking forward for yet another weekends!!! Hip Hip hurray!! Besties coming to my office today!! Chillin' and later off for a dinner with *ehem*... Hahahahahah!! Well, I've finally submitted the "contest" just awile ago... Hopefully I'll get it!! *Finger's crossed* Well, I have a date this Saturday noon to go with Busu for a meeting with the GM of Tepak Sireh's Restaurant... It's for her wedding!! I'm so happy for her and I'll pray that this marriage works and lasts till eternity! Insya Allah... Anw, Busu is only making a small function/ wedding reception for her family & "immediate" close frens only!! And of course, I'm in da lists....!! Yippee!! Well as for today, current, and at this point of time.. I'm just chillin... Work has been hectic a lil these days, but I'm coping it well... Life been fine.. Everyday means a whole new chapter in my life... And currently, I'm so hoping that I got to see Ivy Queen!! Yeah ... For those whom have not known her, she's "DA QUEEN OF REGGAETON"....! Honestly, I'm not really a Reggaeton fanatics, but certain songs are groovy if ya nae wadda mean! Music is UNIVERSAL, and thus, I listen to all kindda songs fyi!! And I mean all kinds thou.... So count me out if you're the "passing trend" followers ar!! Orang dengar Hip Hop, dia pun nak dengar hip hop! Orang dengar techno, dia pun feeling cucuk² langit! Orang dengar balada, dia pun nak jugak...! BOSAN! BINGGIT! FED UP!! hahahahah!!! Well, back to Ivy Queen, she's a mixture of rap, reggae and dancehall elements... A HOT LATINA lady i must admit!! Was participating in her webbie contest and hopefully, I'll stand a chance to catch her Tour @ Dallas!!! *Musim menang tics lah*.... So I shall not break the lucky chain aittes... Hahahahahahahahah!! Hmmm.... wad else to type eh? Uh yeah!!!! Sumthing just struck my mind this afternoon! And yeah, you are MOST WELCOME to comment on my shout out box if you want too! First up, I was really wondering and am still wondering hard enuff right now infact.. lolz... How are we supposed to deal with ungrateful "bastards" yeah? Opppss sorry, forgive my vocabs.. but that a good choice of words to describe them i must say! Haha! Firstly, I've dealt with these sorts of people before! I've seen it happening under ma nose... I've witness betrayal steps away from me! Gosh!! The world can be mean, but we humans are here to change the fate of it right? Seriously, I just can't have the right answer to this! You see nice women, but their mens are an a******! You'll see great man, but their lady are such a B****! Learn to be appreciative, and we'll be able to make a change... To 'those' MEN, please get some life. Be a man with dignity. Dun eva tarnished your own pride coz you'll lose it one day! To 'those' women, ladies.. take good care of yourself... Never be ungrateful. Keep you pride up high coz dats all we've got! Always be contented with wat u have.. Dun be such a cheap-o... Never allow anyone to bring you down, ever!! I think I dun need to a celebrity or someone famous... Enuff gossips, bitching and betrayal seen, heard and gone thru... Well people, at the end of the day, I'm still a normal human being, earning to make a living, making mistakes to learn new things, striving to be a filial daughter, women and friends to all... And I'll end up to HIM, the place where I belong... Till then, i'm still struggling thru all these dramas and staying grounded just to make it one day, insya allah.... Catch up soon... *muacks* Wednesday, July 11, 2007
*Peace be Upon You* Dear Readers, Sorry for being a lil slack in my bloggie! To those whom are always eager to catch up with my updates, i suggest u beeetttccchhh and hoeeeezzzz take a breather for a moment! I'm not been great... Infact the idiot STRIKES back!! beyond my tolerance level and thus I guess I'll have to take the next move! Lean Back a lil for now... Oh yeah! I'm so happy that Roslan & Maiya went thru to the finals... Yeah, d Anugerah contestants.... They are good... Both live and in TV... hahahaa!!! I'm goin to catch up with besties and couzzie very soon too.. Prolly this weekend.. Alrighty.. I'm logging off now... Goin back to chill and sleep.... *muacks* Monday, July 09, 2007
![]() *Peace Be Upon You* Dear Readers, It's Monday..... Again..... Pheeeww~!!!!! As usual, I had a great weekends... It started out with a lil 'tiring' shooping spree with my galfren Alin "sepetz" wanting to find her tops for the night out session.. Btw Happy Belated Birthday Liza!! Sorry I can't join you gals coz I'm damn shagged lah! Following Alin go shopping is enuff for me to end the day!! Hahahahahaha!! Anw, great to meet them that Friday... And not meeting another galpal of mine Ms Nadia for awile, I must say that she shed weight sia... Looking fine there! Came back... slagged ard in ma best while on the phone with couzzie... Well, was catching up with couzzie on the latest updates.... She never fails to offer me her sincere listening ears...! Infact she too was aggitated with the 'indecent behaviour' that someone has been up too! Couz was also telling me that we should catch up soon for coffee with besties...! I think i must be too engrosed talking to couzzie that I didnt even realised that I had an incoming call from besties...! Korang nie tak leh ngok gue senang kah huh?! Return besties a call and she says that she was actually waiting for her hubby to come back earlier on, but when I return her call, the hubby was back liao... Infact had his shower!! Wwwuuuhhuuu!! Sorry ah babe!! Hahahahha!! Talk for awile and off to sleep.... But again I cant sleep!! Infact wee hours of the morning, i was awaken suddenly by.......... Let's just rest it here! Ahakzzz!! Weekends was great...! I woke up at 1pm on Saturday!! Yahooo!! Got ready to go out with my family.... Went visiting my aunt's new crib, then went to buy stuffs for raya at Arab St and went Kg Glam for the wadeva the carnival was!! Then went to get my sista an Apple MP3, went to order some food for today's kenduri and went back home.... MY TRIPLET's sisters Birthday yesterday! Simple celebration at home... Mummy cooked Tom Yam Yam Sennggg~~! Actually we plan to go JB to celebrate my sisters birthday.. But daddy doesn't want too coz their 'precious heartthrobe' dun have a passport yet!! Yeah my lil Ms DQ! I asked my bro as to why he didn't wanna make a passport for her, his answer was "SUPERB"... He dun intend to do for DQ one now! Too young! And wait got passport, confirm mesti nak merayap punya!! Wad an asnwer!! Hahahahah! But true lah, my bro is the sort that loves to travel and merayap! My sis in law too... That's y i guess they've got their reasons for not doing one for lil DQ! Good 'marketting' strategy here bro... Well done!! Keep it up!! Ahakz!! So Sunday was basically a chill at home session with family and my triplet's sisters birthday! As I'm blogging now, there's actually a "kenduri" going on at my home.. Right now there's a lil sermon going on from my dad's religious teacher... And I'm taking this time off from the kitchen to blog! Goodness~ bad huh?! Imagine blogging in the kitchen?! Try that out!! Hahaha!! Not recommended but it's worth a shot ya noe! ;)Alrighty.... I'll catch up with you peepz again aittes!! *muacks* Friday, July 06, 2007
*Peace Be Upon You* Dear Readers, Yaccckkkaadddyyyy yaaaaccckkk!! It's Friday!!! And I'm so looking forward for the weekends... Gotta catch up on my sleep, cleaning up my room, spending time with the love ones.... My lil triplets sister's birthday.... That's the anxiety I have now for this weekend!! Yesterday wasn't a great day for me, not even one of the best days to go by, BUT I thanked the Almighty for making me learn something about these whole messed up situation! Despite the fact that you guys read my previous entry, this whole situation bothers me tremendously...It super affects me... But Alhamdulillah, I've managed to pull thru with so much love from besties and pals... Ok, the outcome of the situation was: I manageD to talk to him, but as usual, typical of him, he denied the whole situation! Need I say more here?! I think I shall skip! His topic is a boredom and it's just useless to talk to humans without brains! Silly toad u~~!! Besties, Liza and Sepet now are already at my office... We're goin off for a coffee chill session at our usual tranquil spot! But I think there will be a slight change of plans... I must admit that I need a breather now.... So packed places are out of my mind.. Besides, I just dun wanna bump into anyone that I'm so NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO MEET! I've just got this "lil instinct" that if I'm not at a right place, I'm bound to meet someone.. Someone I least expects to see... My head's spinnin'... My cough is getting worse and I pray that I won't fall sick over the weekends... I'm just gonna get some rest... Till you hear from me again.... ![]() Thursday, July 05, 2007
![]() *Peace Be Upon You* Dear Readers, Phhheeewww~ How do I start now?! Today it's just not the day for me... I just hate it when the day has to begin with a sour start... I HATE IT!!! Can I turn back the time pls...??! I've actually found out something really ridiculous that bugged me since 7am in the morning... I was pretty much still asleep when I was awaken by a call... Barely awake, i answered the call... And the nuisance caller just strikes back again.. In the wee hour of the morning around 2+am, he actually called, but prolly I was fast asleep that I didnt even hear it rang. And he left me a voice mail with those "stopid irritating sounds"... I even let besties and galfren to hear them... And guess wad, this morning when I got the call, I found out that it was the number was reflected?! And it's like a deja-vu for me coz it caught me by suprised that the calls was made by sumone I knew... And furk.. I am furking dissapointed in HIM!!.... Never did i expect it to come from a person like him... Get yourself a life lah pls! I thought u've already found someone to replace those innocent souls u've hurt badly... Then why are u still acting and behaving like a low life jerk eh?! Y are u down on your knees to people that you've bitched about so much?! Smart rite?! Easy to talked about people's shit and even jeopardized their integrity rite, till u forgot that you are even worst then those low life 'bitches' & 'frens' tat you've talked about! AND..... I think seriously you must have forgotten to activate your "private number" lah dude.. U STUPID ASSHOLE!!! On the second thought, again, I believe in Karma... I dun pretend to be a SAINT coz I know I'm a SINNER!! I dun manipulate my way out!! I've got my own pride and dignity to take care off, hence I dun bother about others!! I dun beg and hunger for LOVE coz I've got so much and infact loads of them till i'm over-whelmed!! I'm a lil different from the "OTHER BITCHES" that you've bitched about if you know wadda mean.. And i'm sure you do! Ahakz!! Well dude.... God's always GREAT and FAIR!!! YES INDEED!!!.. He won't let his people suffer for no reasons you see... He'll show you what's life really is!! So dude, pls... you're not as SMART as you think you are... Ur STUPIDITY outshines with a gusto...!! HEAR ME!! Hahahahah! If u are innocent, and if you say u wasn't the one, and you 'accidentally dialled' my numba coz you are about to go to work and was on a bike... Y is that so that out of so many numbers in your contact lists it strucks at my number? U've got the skill and time in the world to be on a bike and scroll to my number issits and say it's tersalah tekan?! Y is that when I call u back u off your mobile phone?! Y is that when I message you u can reply?! But certain messages you don't??! Pardon me, i've gotta say this in my mother tongue language coz I think he understands better in Malay!! ... "Jerk, i'm not born yesterday ok!! Nie macam peh permainan eh aku dah lali tau babe! Aku tak sebodoh kau, jadi jgn samakan aku ngan kau ok.. Selisih.. Sepandai tupai melompat, akhirnya kebodohan kau amat terserlah...Kau gugur dalam permainan kau sendiri lah eh! Tolong lah, kau nie diciptakan sebagai manusia yg dikurniakan cukup sifat seh... Pakai otak lau nak buat sesuatu faham?! Fikir... Otak tu jgn letak pat Jubz arr pls.." Ooooppsss! Sorry lah people... I'm just freaking upset with this whole situation and thus, please forgive the verbs and vocabs that i'm using..!! He's becoming a pests now!! To the 'ladies' that's feeling me, all I can say is good luck hunneys!!! Alright... I'm not gonna continue coz im bursting of anger just like a ticking bomb!!! See ya around!! PS: TO HIM!!!! "I'm BIG, FAT & UGLY, BUT I'M SUPRISED YOU STILL LOVE ME!!".... Not bad huh...~~ ;) Wednesday, July 04, 2007
*Peace Be Upon You* Dear Readers, I'm backkkkkk!!!!!!!! Tired like hell sehh..... And yeah... went to watch Anugerah Show last nite with besties... We sincerely didn't enjoyed the show, but we had fun laughing on things that's happening around the vacinity... Instead of MyRa misbehaving, it ended up that I was the one MIS+BEHAVE+ING... Hahahah! Honestly, the contestants i felt, not all of them deserves to be in the semi-finals... Some was there based on "seasonal popularity" i guess! BUT AFTER THE END OF THE SHOW.... ROSLAN & MYA WILL GET OUR VOTES!! Anw, I managed to date her for dinner/supper @ Simpang Bedok right after the show... Damn it!! The taxi fare to and fro coz us appx $40!!! I think I shall continue blogging tommorrow coz BESTIES INVADED THE OFFICE AGAIN TODAY!!!!!! Anw, i shall let the pictures do the talking.... Till then, catch up tommorrow... (psstt: when besties NOT IN MY OFFICE!).. Till then I can't blog in PEACE.... Arrgggghhhhhh~~~~ Continuation: While I was busy uploading the pictures for my blog... Myra was already having her 'taste' of my cozzyyyyy sofa.... And guess wad??!! She fell asleep and snoring summore... Must be shagged huh gal... Hahahahahahhahhahah!! Now i'm left in peace to blog... wakakkakakakakakakkak!! Catch up soon.... *muacks*
Tuesday, July 03, 2007
*Peace Be Upon You* Dear Readers, I'm truly sorry for not updating my blog for the past few days... I'm just so not in the right mood for blogging... Probably because I'm too exhausted... Not been getting enuff rest... Lemme start off with the itenaries that I had over the weekends.... FRIDAY! Despite being lazy, I still went to meet the rest of the folks for a night out session... It was a wet friday and I had difficulties in getting a cab at my place, as a result, I was late... I'm like supposed to be there at 9.20pm, but I reached only an hour later... Sorry folks! There's no cab and even I tried to call for a cab, but it's to no avail...! Lucky thing, I didn't drive, if not... hahahah!! Me and couzzie didn't go for the "makan session" sponsored by Pak Busu coz we've both made prior arrangements to meet up... Met couzzies and her 2 besties, Chippo Kambing and klans and not forgetting my dear Mr Glory Praka and his guys... There was like 15 of us in the club and yeah, we have our fair share of fun! Went back almost 3.30am and I couldn't sleep... Only managed to dozed off around 5am... Shruggsss!! SATURDAY! Woke up early... And got ready to go out with my lil sisters... Intended to get them their birthday pressies... And yeah the GST $ is out!! Please, the amount I got was pathetic!! Fish~ I think we pay more taxes than usual and yet the sum we got was horrendous! It's NOT that i'm being unreasonable or unappreciative, but seriously, I find it so ridiculous... Anw, let's not get 'politically' worked up here aittes!! Me and triplets left for Bugis... And barely an hour there, one of my sister wanna go back coz she's not feeling well.. Damn! And parking for barely an hour. I've got to pay like $2.30... Ripped off sehhhh!! Sent 2 of my sisters back and me and another sis went to Tampines to shop instead... Got wad I wanted, bought some stuffs for them too and for my beloved DQ... She was at my crib actually and she came in d midst of me getting ready to go out... Anw, went back home, played with DQ and went she left, Chippo called me up, hang on the phone with him till about 2am and I've gotta end the conversation coz I was freaking tired... Next: DREAMLAND!! SUNDAY! Woke up ard 10++am, managed to catch Anugerah repeat telecast, then got ready for a wedding invitation that I HAVE TO ATTEND! Grrrr... It was dad's causin's daughter.. Related family members and so,I dun hv a choice to skip them! Ahakzz~ Went there around noon stayed till about 2++pm and went back to change and me and family left for JB... First thing when I reached Angsana, I went to re-vamp my hair.. Hahaha! I got it highlighted! A lil 'too' blonde i must say! Not the actual colour that I wanted, but it's done and it CAN'T be undone... Grrrr~! Bought some stuffs there too for myself and bought all of my sisters some things too.. I spent a bomb already without realising! Fishhhhhh!! Now, i'm on a strict spending limits! hahahahaahhahahahah! The thing I hate about going JB is the traffic congestions....To and fro, it was a bad situation... In which it resulted to reaching home almost 1am in the morning! And.... I'm werking the day after... Dammmmitt!! AGAIN RIGHT AFTER THAT: DREAMLAND!!!! MONDAY! Workkkkkkkk~~!! Bosses are outstation, so practically, only me and my director is in the office. But he left early for a meeting and some stuffs... And I'm OFFICIALLY ALONE in the office..! Boreeeeddddd~~~ *yawn*.... Lucky thing I've got some stuffs to settle, so that keeps me occupied... Hahhaah! Left for home ard 7+pm and when I reached home, my secondary skolmate called up for some stuffs as he's wanting to buy a GUCCI bag.. Right after that, watch tv, read magazines and.... DREAMLAND HERE I COME AGAIN!!!! And today, At the office alone again... Director is having his ROM... I got the IT technician to consolidate the reports that been having alot of errors lately... My PC is also weird thses days, thus i get them to rectify the probbies... And she/he took like 2+++ hours to do that!! Gosh~ Later on, gonna watch Anugerah at MediaCorp coz besties got 2 tickets, so she brought me along... Honestly, I've not been keeping up with the talent show and besties is supposed to go with her hubby, but her hubby has made initial plans with his pals for a 'work out' session... So I'm goin with her...She has been bugging me from morning tau... Tak habis² ngan lawak merepek kita dua seh!! Anw, she never fails to make my day, but sumtimes hor... as usual lah, if she starts her nonsense, it keeps going on and on... HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA!! Myra, I noe you're reading this... I Lurp u deep² & many² lah, but can u do me a favour??!! STOP calling my office can?! Wahliaoz.... "I dun care, in 5mins i call you back again ok!"... PENAT tau!! PENAT!! :) So that's practically it... Oh yeah, by the way, hey jerk, get your self some life will you? Stop calling me and being a nuisance can!!! I've never come across a "MAN" that eats his own feaces back after spitting and shitting on it! you're indeed a ONE OF A KIND BREED!! Stop it!! You're not like this before.. Infact you're so much better off and well taken care off by US!! So why the sudden change??! I wouldn't even wanna know for now... Save it! Not interested! Anw, your 3 bomb-squad ladies just wanna tell you that thou distance separates and memories fades, our prayers still goes out to you.. We hope you've learn your lesson, we hope you'll change, we hope that you could deserve a better off woman, we hope you wont be a dissed human, we hope you will stop eating on your unfaithful & manipulating words and we hope we won't see you tumble on you knees again for your own game!!! WE CAN ONLY HOPE, BUT YOU ARE THE ONE TO FULFILL IT understand????!!!!....For your reference, you know that we do care for you 'initially', but WE'RE SO TOTALLY OVER YOU!!! And for me dude, I'm not turning into the past.. I'm glad my besties (MyRa) and my dearies (DiVa & Couzzie) and my hunneys (DA REST) are always there for me when YOU almost drive me CRAZY! So get yaself some "true" friends that not only laugh the day away with you, but also those whom will wipe off your tears every single seconds with you.. THE NUMBER OF FRIENDS YOU HAVE DOES NOT MAKE ANY SIGNIFICANCE IN LIFE! REMEMBER THAT!! IT'S THE HANDFUL LOT THAT STICKS WITH YOU ARE THOSE YOU POOSSED, AND IT'S TO BE TREASURED!! And PLEASE, stay away from me!!! Thank you!! Alrighhhttt, i think i've gotta stop till here... I'll be back with more updates so stay tuned!!! *muacks* ![]() |
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