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Thursday, May 31, 2007
 *Peace Be Upon You* Eyyya! It's a hols huh... I'm super slagged now.. Tired like hell...!!!! Last night, went for a boggie with couzzie and some frens. Glad to catch up with sum ol time buddies.. And yeah... I met a long long lost dearest pal Hady!! Dude!! I'm glad to see you movingon well despite you're in sum kindda messed up and confused situation now... Anw, you can alwasy count on me aittes... A phone call away babehh... He's getting skinnier and I hope he's gonna kick off his bad habits soon before it deters him further aittes.... Anw, I had a great fun last nite.. Was super packed!! But i still do enjoy myself.. and so does my couzzie and the rest.. How I wish Mira could join us last nite... The DQ's was crappy ealier then expected lah Myra..!! Hahahah! Myra, later i story wad happen ok and aso abt this person whom just can't get a life!! My, i think you would agree with me too that we're better off without those asshollaazzz too huh! hehehehe!! Whooppsss.... *Continue back dated posts!* And guess wad, i'm feeling so lousy and dammit i had a very very bad fever attack at night and I'm starting my new job on Friday! I'm feeling damn F****D up boii!!! Goodness gracious me.. Woke up on Friday morning, super early and try to get myself ready, but can u imagine i just can't wake up.. I'm like a dizzy wizzy spider.. Can't even walk straight... But i seriously dragged myself to werk... In brief: Job was fun, culture was fun, we can walk barefoted in our office. We can switch on the radio, there's a smoking room, and a huge comfy sofa for me to rest on.... Hahahahaha! But all's too early, but let's hope the positive start will continue all the way aittes! My boss allowed me to go back early coz i seriously couldn't take it anymore...! I was like a ticking bomb, anytime i'll just faint.. I took a cab to werk this morning and also back to home!! damn!!! Waste of money huh! but seriously, i'm just freaking weak! SAT/SUN: Rested, trying to recuperate so that I can be back on full swing on Monday at office... And pls god, gimme the strength to move on.. I know you'll always be by my side! Myra, sorry babe coz I can't go Bukom with you on Sat, i'll meet up with you for a coffee soon okies... I promise... Then prolly next weekend we'll chill at ur crib and the follwing weekend, you'll be at my aunt's crib aittes..! This is to make up for all the time we've missed each other okies...! Hahahahah! And yeah, Ibuk Alin, sorry Friday lunch was provided by my boss lerr, i didnt even eat seh...! We'll meet soon ok.. Sorry for that day!! Catch up with the rest soon too... In the meantime... I've just gotta say this for all of us to ponder aittes..... "NEVER BE ENVIOUS TO OTHERS FOR A WRONG REASON, COZ YOU AIN'T GONNA MAKE IT FAR! LEARN TO BE TRUTHFUL TO YOURSELF, AND THE REST WILL FLOW NATURALLY WITHOUT BEING THOUGHT AITTGHTS! AND LASTLY... STOP TALKING AND UTTERING RUBBISH, COZ FOR ALL WE KNOW, YOU'RE NOT WORTH IT!!!" *muacks* Wednesday, May 30, 2007
 *Peace Be Upon You* Today is the day... Woke up feeling so mixed up! Nah.. I should say a messed up feelings instead... Hahaha! Gonna miss the work and the great bunchca fun colleagues... But again, like i've say, it's all for good...!!!! Nothing is FIXED in life, it's all about endless diversity i guess... I'm already in the holiday-ing mood... Anw, had a super long lunch ealier... Went shopping summore! Well, i guess it's about time to shop for myself now.. Hahahah!! Not that i've not been shooping for myself, but to pamper myself more... I was given time off.. I love my AGM!! Thank you for everything Mrs Wong! You are the best! Didn't get a chance to hug her either coz she was out, only managed to talk to her via the phone. I was reminding myself to stay calm wen i bid farewell to everyone... I did managed but somehow or rather, this Kak Vin huh!!, she made me shed sum tears. Darn!! *EMO* Fyi, she's been a great sis to me ya know! And I'm loving and missing her already! My whole family and even my bestie are fond of her.. Gonna miss the clumsy-ness the most! LoLz~ Anw, like i've told her and sum of them, it's not gonna be a goodbye.. Infact I'm just gonna be a phone call away!! Pheww, everyone was like hugging and pecking me... I felt so teddy!! And it's a nice feeling mind ya...I love it...! Now i need a huggy again.. Anyone????! Ya rite!! Anw, hopefully and pray for me that i'm gonna excel in my new plc... Okie, it's the eve of Vesak Day... And already i've got some plans to boggie tonight...! Meeting up my pals * dear couzzie that i've been neglecting... And catch up and get a lil giggie with ourselves later.. Cant wait to meet u guys up lah! Also, I must.. and definately must meet Myra soon.. I so miss her siakkk! (Hmm.. Sounds so lebian-ism right??! But u think I care issit?! Dun bother even!) I MUST MEET HER!!!! Either tommorrow (provided I could wake up early!!) or not on Friday after my first day of work... I really need to see her sehhh! I MISS HER LIKE CRAZY!! How i wish she could join me tonight! We've not been partying together ever since months before she got married and till she's married for almost 2 years now sehhh! Can u imagine that??! She had forlorn her dancing shoes for good i guess! And i'm sure despite her not partying, her gusto and flow is still there ya noe wadda mean!! *scream* MYRA, MARLINI..... "REMEMBER THE DQ's???"... Hahahahaha! Alrighty... Im gonna get a lil rest now... And definately, the next tyme i blogged, more flavas is gonna be added...Heheheh! I'm preserving it!! To all my pals who is gonna celebrating tommorrow's auspicious day, HAPPY VESAK DAY ya'll! To the rest, happy holidays....!!! Oh ya dude, i'll catch up with u soon ok! Not that i've been neglecting you also, just that i'm givin u the time and space for you to start missing me even more...!! Hahahah! okies... outzzz!!! Tuesday, May 29, 2007
 *Peace Be Upon You* TiCk~ ToCk~ TiCk~ ToCk~.... Counting every seconds of the time left for me to be stucked in this office..! To the actual fact that I'm gonna miss working here, having ONLY afew great colleagues around me and an understanding and hip AGM, that's sumthing that I'm gonna missed the most... But let's hope that the culture and environement at my new werk place is gonna be so much better.. Insya Allah! *crossed fingers*...! And seriously I hope to progress from there on.. The workscope has been my forthe' for the past 7 years and I must say and I hope that I could share and guide this new company that Im gonna work with...! I'll be starting this Friday... Actually I've gotta serve like a week's notice, but the guy (dunnoe his designation of the firm lah!) insisted if I could start on Friday as the new project is starting by then.. After discussing with my AGM.. (Mrs Wong, thank you for your understanding & i love ya!!)She let me leave ealier.. Thank u again Mrs Wong... *muacks* Basically, last night, after coming back from work, I was at home... Chillin while having my cuppa tea, reading this book I just bought at a bookshop recently, got too carried away with the book that I didn't realised that I was almost 8pm... And guess what people!!! Suddenly my stomach was like screeching giving me signals that i need food...! Hahahah! Hungry seh!! Ate a lil fried mee dat mum had cooked.. Super yummy!! Spicyy~ (even thou hungry, I dun really like yellow mee, but no choice, still gotta eat mah...!! Anws, chicken wings are also being prepared... so???!!!! Hahaha!) Then followed by a TV session.. Hehehehehe!!! Anws, gotta go already...Catch up with you sooonnnnn....*maucks* Monday, May 28, 2007
 *Peace Be Upon You* EVERYONE!!!! I'm just truly happy and glad right now... No words could express my gratitute towards the Almighty for answering my prayers...! Thank You and my resilient prayers paid off!! I've finally received a call to say that I'm selected for the job that I went for interview last Friday! Alhamdulillah... I could have never asked for more... Hopefully this will bring me a new phase and era in my journey...!!! I just tendered my resignation from the firm and my AGM was a little disheartened by the fact that I wanna leave. She even counter offered me.. But again, the offer wasn't what I wanted.. I just can't progress here... I'm gonna be stagnent and that's so not ME!!! But I must admit, I'm gonna miss my dear colleague Kak Vin, and gonna miss werking with a great & understanding AGM...Anw, life is all about progression right?! So, I won't look back.... I'm just over-whelmed!!!! Speechless??!!! Yeah.... 
 *Peace Be Upon You* Morning! Morning everyone....~ It's Monday again and it's a fresh week to start with..! Yabadabadoo~ Anw, I had a tiring weekends I must say.. Been lazing ard at home on Saturday and so some catching up on certain people that I've been negelecting... Thought of meeting Mira, but she had some plans ahead, so i basically was just lazing around.. Till about nearly 8pm, a buddy of mine called up and ask me out. Went to meet him coz it's been sometime since I last saw him and yeah I do miss him...! We went to have supper @ simpangz and den he took me for a ride to the construction area at Singapore Flyer... Actually the view at night was great! Superb! And the ambience was chillin too..! The night goes on.. Hahahahahah! I was home about late after midnight and I just can't sleep... Prolly i got too carried away with the joy ride! Wuuuhuuu!! And on Sunday, I woke up super early to catch Suria Segar, then got ready to sent mummy & daddy to go for wedding reception... As usual, I'm their driver.. Hehehe! Our last pitstop was to Cik Ebot's house coz she's having this doa selamat as she's gonna go to perform Umrah next week..! My dear aunt was asking me if I wanna get anything from Mekkah.. With a giggle, I replied her.. "Aunty, prolly I may need an Arabian Man. Can u bring home one for me?".. And everyone started to laugh... Hahaha! I was actually kidding thou and i told her to take care of herself, be safe always and pray for me that I'm gonna be a good and obedient gal towards my family and god always! And of course pray that i'll meet my match soon too... Heheheh!!! So after all that, i went back home and just before Maghrib, my bro's family came.. And lil Dhiya Qistina was our main attraction...! She's our darlings ya noe.. Even mummy & daddy is delighted to see their grandchild... After Maghrib, bro & sis in law left to grab some errands for their home while lil DQ was left with us.. She's now talkative ya noe.. She'll just blabber & blabber when people talks to her.. Intelligent huh!! My sisters was actually studing for their exams and the moment our niece arrived, they pack their books aside and paid all thier attention to her.. Hahaha! The best part was when my mummy gave her a shower coz she was all aggitated and it was so humid!! She's been under a good care of her grandparents and aunties.. I so~ love my precious lil niece... They left abt 11pm.. So sad... I wish she could stay longer or spent the night at our home.. But all of us gotta werk today u see... I just cant sleep the whole night coz it was so humid and despite bathing twice, I just can't sleep... Oh ya! Btw, the jerk has not return my stuffs!! If u are reading this, please be a human and gimme back my stuffs... I hate you enuff, so pls, get this over and done with!!! Ars!!! He's not gonna spoil my day either... So Drop his subject! Hahahah!! Okie, now i've gotta catch up with my werk.. I've also gotta catch up with Myra... Hahahahahha! I've gotta catch up with many others... So hopefully this Vesak Day holidays, i'm able to do the catching up... Or else they have to catch up with me..! weheheheheheh~~ :) Psstttt: To my dear buddies that has invited me to a 'social gatherings' this wed night, I hope to see ya soon.. We shall boggie all night long and paint the town red aittes... *muacks*... Muzairah darling, i miss you.... MarLini.... i miss ya too! Mummy Ana, i miss you deep²... Dude, i hope to hear from you soon... Hahahah!!Otehz.. see ya aroun peepz!! *muacks~ muacks~ muacks~*  
Friday, May 25, 2007
*Peace be Upon You* Well... Ello there party people!!! Waddup ya'll!! Heheheheeee~ I was missing yesterday coz I was like supa packed in the office. And blog seems to have a probbie....! Anw... It's FRIDAY~~.... So looking forward for the weekends... and guess wad peepz~ It's da beginning of the GSS and like hopefully it's the beginning of something new for me... Uwwikk! I'm already not werking today... Nah~ Not because I getting myself ready for the shopping spree... Nah again, not because i'm lazy either.. But infact, i'm on leave coz I went to collect my certs and went for some ehem2 ealier on.... Wanna make it a lil suprise for everyone! Alright... Let's hope that the weekends will just turn out fine and just the way i wanted it to be... Got loads of plans ahead and i simply can't wait to meet with my ladies.. and my fellaz of course..! You know who you are..! And let me tell you something.. my whole bosy is aching like hell... Its due to the straineous work out last nyte at the gym and the super fast brisk walking session... Now, I'm like flying and high up in the air..! Hahaha! Well wads all that to the aftermath satisfaction huh!! Yeah so hang on babe, you're just gonna be fine & alright!! *Gotta keep the faith ya naw wadda mean~* Lolz! I'm not denying that the person that has been running in ma head almost every single tick of the time is slowly fading from my mind and heart.. Yeah, couldn't help it! But he's gone...slowly and surely... THis is the result of making me hated you dopey! Sorry, but dats just me! Was just catching up with Myra ealier on, she was also agreeing with my too and she's even worst, she even threw back the question at me that struck me.. "Do we even know him?! Who the heck is he??!" hahahahahahah!!... Im pretty sure my another darlz Lynn would have agreed with us too... Oh yeah! Thankieu babe for ur help in making this blogging a success!! Hahaha! If its not because of your persistant bugging to ask me to blog years ago, i would be least interested ya noe! hahaha! Oh yeah! Btw, i was just wondering if 'some' people are simply being nossy in wanting to be bitchy about other human's welfare when they themselves needed welfare support huh!! Crap!! & pls, get yaself sum life. You know that you're boring rite?!! So pls.. sccchhhooooo..... Dun be an angel when u're the sinner aittes!! You'll tumbbled sooner then you least epxpect it to be...! To the rest who's reading this, continue reading and feel free to comment... To my hunneys and babeh.. I miss ya'll alot and i'll catch up soon...!!! See ya aroun and i've got sumthing for ya to ponder... *muacks* 
Wednesday, May 23, 2007
 Peace Be Upon You* Heyya peeps! Uuuuuwwweeee~~ It’s Wednesday and it’s already the mid week…!!! I’m so looking forward for the weekends as a lot of itinerary has already been planned prior to this.. And thus, I’m excited… Not forgetting, Great Singapore Sale will begin soon... Yippeee!!!! Yesterday as expected, I had a sumptuous dinner. I think the dishes covers almost 90% of the dining table…(Calling for: Mr Asam Pedas, Ms Ayam Lemak, Mrs Sambal Goreng, Mdm Limpa-sumthing *dunnoe the name of the dish coz I dun eat them!*, Master Satay, Lady Sotong sambal tumis, Mr Murtabak and some other ulams& etc…) Wad a feast!! Even our guests were surprised himself & sunnoe which one to begin with!! Hahaha! Anw, I & family prayed that Abg Jono will have a safe flight back to his home. We’re missing your kids and wife already… Insya Allah, see ya there very soon ok! This time round, it would be the whole lot of us coming down to your place. So be prepared, your house is definitely gonna be noisy you noe…!! Heheheheheheh!!! After sending them back, I headed home and then had another shower!! I straight headed to my bed… Sorry mummy, I didn’t helped you to clean up… But I’ve done the dishes already!! Hehehe! Ended up my lil sisters gotta help, infact they have to coz I run the errands ealier, so now it’s their turn! J And now.. I’m slowly gonna lose my voice. Darn!! Pls god! Help me~~ I’m extremely sleepy now!!… Felt so tired & lethargic!!! As I’ve stepped into the office this morning, I’ve already heard people talking about other people’s shits! OFFICE POLICTICS! And these politicians are having a debate. Crap! Dunno why they can’t just keep quiet! Another Crap! And they are unhealthy people that u should avoid coz these are the species that will ruin your sane…!! Lolz!! Anw, I’ve got like a few customers off hand to deal with right now, but I’m taking it slow and still have the time to blog! That’s wad you call multi-tasking ok! Weehhaa~ And the reason why I’m taking it slow it’s because I’m sleepy & freaking feeling sick!! So in order to pull thru the day, I’ve gotta lay back a lil.. (abit only ok! ~wink~).. If not I’m gonna struggle thru’ the day, which I dun intend to do so~…. Well… I’ve gotta go now, gotta process my artwork, send in quotations and do some follow up calls, I think this already will take me the whole day coz it ain’t easy here at my company….Processing artwork alone take days ya noe! Time, accuracy & promptness is our REVENUE!! Hahahahah~~~ Before my ‘busiest-body’ manager comes back, I think I shall catch up with you guys later!! Till den, I’m missing my ladies….. I’m loving my family, and I’m loving my life….. *Ppsssttt*: Myra.. when do you think we can meet? Next week MUST meet ok darling!! I miss you nehhh.. I miss you like crazy despite me being crazy enuff!!! Phone conversations not enuff lah darling… To my ‘emo’ pal, Lini, pls ar, stop being bruised easily! I’m bruised enuff ok! I’m tired and I’m sure all of us are! And in case you dun noe, I miss you too~ It’s just that u ‘feeling’ busy lah rite, so no time to catch up with pals mah, so I shan’t bother cha lah!! MSN not enuff ok!! U & My hor, feeling communicate via the cyber world laks!! But should you have the time, do catch up with us too okies…!! Then the story can be revealed… Hahaha! ( Must talk face to face, wait u emo here, emo there, emo-emo everywhere! Ol’ Lini had a farm, eeiya eeiya yo~!!) *Joking hor, u emo u watch out!!* TO: Those whom simply loves reading my blog, continue reading ok! I preech my own freedom, so if you gotta problem, then you’re such a boredom… Hang on!! Another partner in crime whom is more expert in this cyber war thingy, she’s making a come back…And im tryin to persuade my another half to do the same thing too…! (But she abit lazy bum lah!! Hahaha!) So hang on jubronnies~ They say THREE IS A CROWD.. AND IT WILL TURN DISASTEROUS SHOULD YOUR TIME BOMB EXPLODE!! Anw, enjoy reading mine/our blogs aittes.. *muacksss*
Tuesday, May 22, 2007
*Peace Be Upon You* A new day has begun..... Yahoo~ So looking forward for the rest of it and more of it to come.....Had a great time watching the telemovie HIKMAH² @ SURIA last nite... Iyoohhhaaa~ *Sorry dori strawberry.. lolz* Well the day went a lil wierd towards the noon infact. Someone called me.. Unexpected but expected, he's only making himself looks more like a fool den a human.. So back off, I dun need you to gimme a sermon!!... WE DUN NEED YOU INFACT!! For all we know, you are one of those whom will always wanna live your life full of denials and craps! Hate me, Hate us, Hate our frens, we dun even tinggle an inch aittes dude! *Scream* "Mira!!!! Destiny's Child in da house... wakakakakakaa.. Damn dat Belado Jengkol iyohaa~!!" Anw, towards the end of the working hours I felt so much relief after talking to my gals... Especially u~ Myra... Now I can't stop laughing and the flashbacks of our conversations is still lingering in ma head..! Dat's bad u noe gal!! The silly conversations lasted till late evening when we both had to remind each other to stop talking and hung up the phone... Our "goodbye" lasted 15mins boii!! Hahahahaha! To him, from US....!! Then yesterday, I was telling my bestie that someone commented so much in their conversation with me. 'So called' trying to be the 'angel' ya noe.. But hey, the more you talk, the more it reflects back on you, so learn to shud up and open your mouth only when necessary aittes! I simply dun understand lah this people and seriously i wouldn't want to understand them either. I may be mean with my words too, I may talk alot at times, but I dun utter rubbish, and i thanked god for still giving me the sanity to be who he wanted me to be...unlike U!! Denying and lying is all you are ever fond off huh? Dun you realised y you're called a *B* since you've always think you've preeched modesty?! Time to do some reality checks and get your feet down to this earth aittes! We're humans after all, we dun walk around with a big mirror following us, so we at times may forget or mislead ourselfs. It take another human to ammend our mistakes. So stop saying you're good when people know you for a wrong reasons ok!! Learn to adapt to diversity and then we'll be able to gain prosperity ok!! Again, let me repeat myself and be clear abt it, I AIN'T AN ANGEL MYSELF, but I TRY TO TAKE PRECAUTIONS.... Scrammm~ Hahahahaha~!!! Something for you;
Monday, May 21, 2007
* PeaCe UpOn You* Weeehaaaa~ It's the Monday Blues... I guess for me it's a Monday greens!! Hahaha! It was raining wen i woke up this morning for werk. Dad actually had to wake me up and force me out of bed because my alarm has been ringing and I've not been waking up. And guess wad, when he woke me, I even said to him that I was not working today?!! Dad's reactions was like.. Huh?! Why are you not working today?! Dun be ridiculos, get up.. And get ready now or we'll leave without you.. It was then I realised that oh my god~ It was a Monday morning... Goodness~~....!! Hahahah!! Yesterday, I was having so much fun bringin' my lil niece with my family out for a shopping session.. But the shopping done was mainly for my dear niece Dhiya Qistina... Half way, she fell asleep in her stroller, we were like.. oh no~ dun sleep dearie... But ended, she woke up... coz i couldn't resists her.. keep on bugging her... heehehhe! Sorry darling... Aunty loves you thou'... Sis in law fetch baby DQ there and they straight headed home, and so do us... When I came back, i was just in time to catch Ugly Betty.... Kindda like the show and have never missed a single episode since it started... After it ended, I then head to my room.. and half way reading a magazine, I was terribly sleepy... I actually dozed off... But I was disturbed by the 3 girlies when they came in the room and made a heck of a noise... And mind you, it was like already 1.30am... Goodness....Pheww~~
Sunday, May 20, 2007
Sneak Peak Of D Love Of My Life...Presenting to you... Ms Dhiya Qistina..  *Peace be upon you* It's Sunday morning... Woke up extremely early coz infact i only had like a few hours of sleep. I was on a sms war with him... U noe wad, I hated for being like this but gosh~ wad can i do, i dun have the means?!! I'm just being me, messed it, then face it!! I'm not a good actress or i ain't a pretender, but hey chap, u can sway with me if you wanna read my lines.... Gosh~~ Freak-a-leek boy!!!! Besides all that stress, i'm still having my sore throat. I think i'm gonna loose my voice anytime soon.... Well, now i have to start planning for my holidays. I'm sure to have loads of fun coz I'm surrounded with so much love from honest humans... And not forgetting, i've gotta take my stuffs back... He's trying to play ignorant, well, i'm just not gonna sit here and let it abandoned... So wait yeah dude.. I'm coming at cha...! Hahahahaha! I missesd my ladies especially Myra... Sorry darlz, I can't meet you gals up that Friday! I'll make it up to you very soon okies... Love cha dearly hunneys~! To end this, skits of my idol.. Ms Mary J Blige... Read It & understand it... {A}{L}{O}{N}{E} Baby can i talk to you for a minute oooooo listen boy you had me fooled i cant believe you cause you never done anything that i asked of you always talkin like i just can't do right blamin me for everything and that just aint right cause i cant do this alone ( i dont know what to do) alone (im tryna stay with you) it's not all about you, boy i can't do this alone ( you makin this harder, boy im bout to leave ya) and i gave you everything i had, and i never said nothin, did everything for you and what did you do nothing, then you got the nerve to wanna run your mouth like i aint never held you down, baby what did i do to deserve this cause i put you on a shelf girl i need help cause i can't do this alone cause i can't do this alone (i dont know what to do) alOne (im trying to stay with you) it's not all about you ( hoooo, i can't do it), cause i can't do this alone ( you making this harder), alOne (girl im about to leave ya), I can't do this alone, alone alone and i tried to work this out before your changing now what do i do, im so confused and... i tried to work this out before you changing now what do i do, im so confused like u...!! I Used To Love Him Now I don'tI used to love him....Now I don't..... I look at what I've done, The type of life that I've lived, How many things I pray the GOD will forgive One situation involved a young man, He was the ocean and I was the sand.. He stole my heart like a thief in the night.. Dulled my senses and blurred my sight....And I used to love him! I chose the road of passion and pain, Sacrificed too much and waited in vain Gave up my power... Ceased being Queen..Addicted to love like the drug of, drug of a fiend See torn and confused, wasted and used, For something to happen that just wasn't fated Thought what I wanted was something I needed... When mama said no then I just should have heeded, Misled I bled till the poison was gone.... And out of the darkness arrived the sweet dawn GOD you saved me and you showed me that life, Was much more than being some foolish man's wife Showed me that love was respect and devotion, Greater than planets and deeper than any ocean... See my soul was weary but now it's replenished, Content because that part of my life is finished I see him sometimes and the look in his eye.. Is one of a man whose lost treasures untold But my heart is gold see I took back my soul, A nd totally let my creator control... The life which was his to begin with..... Friday, May 18, 2007
**Peace be Upon You** So~ yesterday, went to Ba'Alwi with mummy & sisters... We've got lost along the way coz mummy was unsure of the alternate route there as i usually drive using the normal route. Instead of avoiding the congestions, we were confused.. Hahaha! But alhamdulillah, we managed to get our way there and particiapte in the prayers ceremony... (Thank You to Lini too, coz she helped me along to show me the way...! I love you lah babe!) I must say that being there and witnessing the ceremony was so refreshing... I was so much at peace with myself and insya allah, i will continuously pray for all that to happens. God is always great. To him I came from, and to him is where I belong.. After that went back home straight... Sent my Mak Long first then headed home... After shower, i was as usual, tired.... So i feel asleep... I guess too much things is running in my head now.. So I'm in a total wrecked state of mind... I sumhow got this courage to message sumone to call everything off!!! Dunnoe where it came from seriously!!! After talking to my soulmate, my besties, who else can it be huh??!! It's non other than Ms Myra, she really gave a piece of her mind in our conversation. And yeah, her mouth huh.. gosh! Super Duper Laser!!! But I guess she has the whole load of points there. Thou her words are harsh and truly mean, but like i've say, she's correct in most of the aspects. I think she to feel for me, heard my cries and she to felt that it's not worth all these drama... *SinG* Let's not kill the karma Let's not start a fight It's not worth the drama For a BEAUTIFUL LIAR!! (hahaha!) That person was suprised by my messages. He then asked for forgiveness... Crap lah! We'll just wait and see... Coz the truth is never a lie!! *clap for me pls* hahahahah!!!!!! Anws, gotta send parents now coz Daddy's co having his D&D... And now.... I'm logging off already from werk... Yaaabaaadaaabaadooo~ It's the weekends.... Catch up with you guys later aittes!! Meanwhile... To all da humans who loves me, Thank You... To human that hated me, den F**K You & thank you too....
Wednesday, May 16, 2007
 *PEACE BE UPON YOU* ~Al-Fateha~ In loving memory of my dear grandma whom had passed away on the 13th May '07 @ 10.45pm. May your soul be placed with the angels in heaven and may you rest in peace. Thank you for all your good deeds and generosity to our whole family all this while. We're all definately goin to miss you grandma... Whad a way to end Mother's Day when we received a call from my aunty saying that Nenek Nah had passed away.. Anyway, I shall not say much coz I hope that whateva that happened teaches all of us that life's too short these days, but for my dear grandma, we pray that your soul will rest in peace in heavean... Insya -Allah~! To start off, Monday was a super tiring and chaotic day for me and the rest of the family. After subuh prayers, all of I went to fecth my aunties and uncles & bro went to fetch my coussins and the other lot for us to go Jb for my grandma burial. Alhamdulillah, all went fine despite slight hiccups along the way.... Then we reached home nearly to midnight... By then I was super shagged that I dozed off flat just after my bath.... Besides I haven't really recover from my fever and those silly willy viruses.... Hehehe! I was given two days of compasionate leave, so basically I spent the rest of the day on Tuesday at home resting and doing some other errands. I love my AGM, she's the best & understanding boss... Thank You Mrs Wong~! May all your good deeds be retributed. Later on towards evening, as I was resting, as usual, i watch the 2 DVDs which i had bought ealier at JB. Mummy wasn't in favour of me watching those kindda movies, but den, it's just a movie... And besides, I'm even scarrier than the ghost... Hahahahahaha!!! Need I say more here??! :) I actually received sms-es and calls from my besties asking me my how abouts and conditions. That's y i've said... I could never asked god for a better fren then her.. Ms Myra... I love you babe...! We're always on each other's neck, but all that only makes us stronger. Ain't easy bring us down coz god sent us to meet and our friendship lasts till eternity.. Thank You babe!! She also mentioned that the intended trip to Phuket will have to be postponed due to some financial issues for her end. Well, to be very honest, i was quite dissapointed coz she's eager to go and plans after plans have been made, but being me, I'm a reasonable person and i'm always an understanding person, so I dun mind at all for the delay. prolly, I'll just go for a short break myself...... With couzzie perhaps... Coz last minute plan always happen ya noe!! So insya allah... Da other thing that came by suprise was that another dear idiotic pal of mine, Mr Dopey, he too sms me to ask on my condition... You know dopey, if u are reading this, this is wad i meant by little- little things/ gestures that will make sumone's day... Physically unseen but spiritually felt... That prolongs in friendship ya noe~ Actually we're not on talking terms that much due to his untolerable & disturbed behaviour.. But he's always the king in our hearts... The spades of our souls.... And If you are reading this dopey, no matter how far you are, we'll just be s step back behind you.....!! But stop being such an a**hole lah pls!! Grow up lah beruk!!! Stop making mistakes that u are fond off, damn you~ Upsetting sehh!!! :) Back to work again on Wednesday... Boii~ My client has been asking for his artwork but darn~ non of these people is helping me... Can u imagine that? My manager assisted but then again.. It wasn't properly done.. So~... Im kindda like freaking out... Simplest job can't be done here! And worst, everyone is only saving their own a** here... Dammit!! And today....... I'm at werk again and clearing up some stuffs. One of my coll is on MC again.. Goodness gracious me!! It's like a pattern to have MC every week issit?! I'm kindda pissed, but dun care lah horr!! I've done my part in helping, but if people doesn't know how to take care of their own rice bowl, den dun expect others to feed you in future. Another lesson learn for this!! Yeah, u can be sick? But are ur body structured to fall sick every week? Doctors must be grateful to have patients like this boii.... :) I shall comment... This is up to individual adults to think!!Now I've gotta continue my daily routine.... Felt better but still need more rest i guess... Later on goin Ba'Alwi with mummy & sisters.... I so missed going there... So today, I shall go... Insya Allah.... Alrighty peeps... See ya around....!!! Till den take care and have a great week ahead!!!Pssstttt: Lini, thankieu hor for helping me to do my background, seriously I dun have any single freaking idea what has happen... Thanks eh dokz!!! *muacks* *A quote for us to ponder.... 
Sunday, May 13, 2007
  OFFICIALLY MISSING DEM'..... (M)YRA & (C)OUZ! Well.... Heyya peepz...! Wad a way to start blogging again.... I'm feeling really shitty now...!! ain't been well for the past few days and yesterday, another one more trauma i had to go thru'... Well doc says i'm fine, it's just that i needed to have more rest and try not to over worked & stressed myself. pheww~ how i wish i could ask d doc if he has any kindda prescribtion against not gbetting an individual to over stressed themselves..!! hahahahaha!!! You bet huh!! aittes, a brief summary on the week; first up, wednesday night i had a blast with my busu & pals... actually it was all uncalled for gathering... busu called me up to ask me out after my appointment that evening. i was in a contradicting mode, but yeah... i skipped that aside and i say well why not huh!! after all, it's been awile thou'... and catching up with my dear pal mr glory praka.... & of course ms dancing doodlegal.... was a great one....! sumetimes it just feel so much better to be with people whom are more of laid back spicies! We had a great time together and yeah, i got tipsy ealier than expected!! hahahahahha!! thanks to the 'sugar'....!! And of course… bumping into people whom I’ve not keep in touch with for ages means I’m gonna be in deep trouble… hahahah! But anyway who cares!! i’m just a gal that loves to have funs!! Also, da best part was moi mummy & dad was quiet too the whole night… there wasn’t any single call from them asking my whereabouts!! ~CLAP~ hahahahahhhahah~ Prolly that was due to the reason that I’ve had called them ealier to say that I’ll be back very late & dun wait fer me… anyway they knew their lil gal need a break too after being such a ‘good’ gal all dis while… yeehaa      Then on thurs, guess wad, I seriously freaking can’t wake up or even carry my head off my pillows… dammit… I had to werk but gosh~ this can’t be happening… fyi, before I even party, I was already at the stage of collapsing aittes.. and the after party drool made it even impossible to wake up… ended up, I took an urgent leave.. and dis is the start of the nightmare… I puke, & puke, & puke.. seriously not because of the hang over but I guess that its because my stomach aches so bad and I’m fond of vomiting should my migraine goes real bad… so basically… I fell sick from then on…. And worst still, I had a most heartbreaking conversations with someone…. Pheww… I hate to blog that up! But hell yeah, I must say that it even detioriates me further… gosh~ oh allah! Hear my resilient prayer.. to him, I shall pray for your recovery till eternity….!! If I ever had a chance again to say it, I will, but right now, you are just fading away dopey… slowly fading~~~ I still pull thru on Friday coz I really need to clear a project for my client…. And it was a sick-ly Friday!! Lucky thing, I had a great & super understanding asst general manager that is concern about her staff’s welfare…. Mrs wong~ I love ya!!! Ya noe, sometimes u just dun have to explain to people certain things and issues… they simply can see it themselves without being told a shit…! And mind cha’ I aint that kindda women whom dun go to werk often and a frequent m.c playa… hahaha! Even if I partied till late, back home almost to the break of dawn…. I still get myself prepare fer werk.. so duh~ nuff said~ After werk that’s where all this weakest link starts coming in… after maghrib to be precise, I had this trauma thang…. So skip it…. Today I officially declared that I’ve bathe for almost 6 times already…. Damn~ I also dragged myself to my dad’s best ‘jim-bang’s’ place…. Actually, my dad closest friends are already like a family.. so I love them like my own aunts, uncles & siblings…. And congrats to noriza for her engagement… well… da next hot question I had to answer… “kakak, when’s your turn huh??’….. JACKPOT!!!! I also dun noe when,….. amongst all, my bro was d eldest (he’s married, so he’s escaped!), next would be me… but instead uncle zahar & aunty nonie’s daughter, my dear beautiful sista, noriza got engaged first… well, I’ve not meet my prince of my heart so.. I simply dun nibble a single bit…. To me, all this is has to come naturally and with the blessings from the almighty & of course ma family….! So to all my aunties & uncles, cousins, nieces & nephews…. START SAVING FOR ME HUH!!!!! I’m giving ya the opportunity to save ok!! Hahahahahahahhahahah~ *lolz* My beloved niece is at home…. So we all rushed back just to spent time with her… bro & sis had left for some errands and lil ms dhiya qistina is at my crib all day long.. well she’s my precious diamond & our family heartthrob…. She’s adorable and intelligent… and not forgetting chubby too… just like her drop it like it’s hot aunty….!!! Hahahahahahahah~ yah right~!!!! Alrighty…. I’ve gotta get out of here now… daddy’s turn to use his pc…. So hahahahahahahha!!! Bet cha see me soon yeah… hopefully by then, I’m feeling so much better and of course…… insyaallah! Psssttt: I miss him, but I hope he had me saved in some parts of his heart thou… and to my dear lady myra… she’s down with fever too… (see, our heart’s beats like telepathy huh!!) get well soon babey… missing ya tremendously too dearie!!! *MUACKS* Psssttttt: To all the women on this planet called earth and to my momma……. I love you loads…..!! HAPPY MOTHER’s DAY!!!!!!!! Mummy, I love you…… Wednesday, May 09, 2007
 ~PeaCe Be Upon You~ Waddup People.... It's the 9th day in the month of May... In year 2007..... And guess wad??! It's been a long long time since I last blog. Then again, all this explains why huh?! Told cha i'm not really a Blogger thou' but I'll try to do it as frequent as i can right now aittes... Is dat a promise? Nah, not really, It's just that I'm trying to be as faithful as I could towards my blog aittes... Hahahahaha! For a start, lemme tell you that 2007 had begun with so much love and blessings that I can never ask for more.. With great career beginning, to a much better career ahead, to quality time spent with family and hommies, to my short get a way trip, a loads of fun with ol' pals and not forgetting to the hiccups along the way... Believe me, i'm just grateful for them... And I believe if it doesn't kills me, it will only shape me to be a better person on the overall.... Right peeps?! Wad else can I say now... To much things to catch up with still.... But anyhow, i'll just try to keep my blog posted of the latest in my well-being thou...! HEHEHE!! And... just to keep ya peeps posted, i'm actively back invovled in scribbling rhymes these days... So I guess moi blog will the the venue for all the rhymes aittes! CAUTION: Whadeva i write, type, scribble or nibble, are the values i preech. Be it based on fiction or reality, i would sincerely appreciate if you just read it. For those whom are uneducate with the origins of blogging, i think you've gotta take a step back and start doing some research for da matter of facts. For those whom have read and commented, thank you! |
:: DEMONIC SPAWN :: NaMe DeRiVed FrOm An ArABiC OrIGin MeaNinG "LiGht Of The HiDDeN CHasiTy" BoRn On Da 26th day of OcToBeR ProuD to InHeRiT JaaFaR's TraiD BorN a ScorPio[n]  :: FETISH UNCOILS :: - the goth culture - black clothing - melodic death cds - soul chIld - fishnet stockings - poetry -LyRiCaLLy RhyMinG GesTure 
:: DARK DESIRES :: - olympus, iXus digicam - new boots - trip to paris - new hairdo - AdVenTureS in Da DaRk 
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